New Year's Eve

New Year's Eve, Counting Down the Hours. (If you see the date I'm posting this post is 1 january, it's wrong. It's Kuala Lumpur time. I can't find Indonesia's Time. I post this on 23. 50)

18.51

Counting down.. And it's raining.. On the edge of night.. The last rain of 2013

19.53

Still counting down.. The fireworks are on.. Family all gathered...


20.44

Still counting.. Watching HSM with my daddy..

21. 50

Counting down... Watching Pitch Perfect, and the firework starting to go hard

22.47

Counting down.. Listening to Starlight, as an ending song..

23.23

Counting down.. Missing my bro..

23.50

Counting down.. Okay. I'm ready to let go..

Me

The Last Day

Yeah, this day finally came. The last day of 2013. It's so suck to leave this magical year. Let me repeat the list of the magical things that happen this year.

He reveal his true feelings and we end up like this for the past 8 months, I fell in love with Vintage and French, I got this Brainy Smurf toy from him, I get so many good friends on disqus, I have the best girl best friend in this entire world wide, I have a boy to lose, I have a boy to be missed, I have a boy I can talk with without getting pissed off, etc. And what's the most magical of all is that I grow this year. I'm growing to be a better girl.

So, I wanna say goodbye to my year, to my 2013. What happen this year might make my future magical too. I'll miss you so much. And I know people think I'm insane and crazy because I act like you have a soul. The truth is YOU give me a soul. You make me alive. Just like he make me alive.

Thank you for a wonderful 365 days.
hope that's proper enough to say goodbye. I will really miss you.

Bye bye 2013,
Me

Lights OFF!!

Yep, the end of my year starts with my lights off. That sucks because he just text me and after 3 minutes, the blackberry is low bat and it's dead. And damn it, because the lights are off, so the electricity. So, all I can do is bite my lips and wait my Uncle to come and drag me to Gramma's house. And her house is BRIGHT! I finally charge it and what I know next is he said 'No signal' and I sent him a lot of text and he still hasn't answered, yet.

The year ends : It's really suck. The Year ends with the lights off : Damn.

I think half of Jakarta is now dark.

One more day and it's 2014, I hope your day is better then mine :)
Cheers,
Me

Mother's Day

Dear all Mom in this world, especially my Mom, who have given me this wonderful magical life,

22 December 2013, 00.13. I'm just about to make a simple Mother's Day card for my mom. At first, I have no idea 21 December have turn into 22 December until 101 Jak FM said "Yap, and people today is 22 December. It's mother's day!!" I quickly run to writing desk and start making card.

It was simple. I rip the paper from my English notebook and cut the frame. I make it card-size then start write (dear people, I take the photos because I just want to save this midnight-writing-for-mom-thingy)
After I finished, I put the card on the table and go to bed. I hope you did the same for your mom. Know that she love you. Forever.

 Thank you thank you thank you, Mom, for what you did for me for all this times..
Someday my own baby will call me Mom
And I will remember the person I used to call that..
Dedicated this for the most wonderful woman in this universe,
My Mom

Me















                                                               

Taylor Swift's 24th

You know what is today? Yeah It's Friday and TGIF! And it's 13 December 2013, exactly 24 years ago my country singer Taylor Swift is born. Yeay, happy birthday Taylor! I'm wishing you all the best, keep winning grammy, American Music Awards, Oscar too if that possible. Keep singing, keep that sense of country, keep that beauty of your face and your heart. Cie.. Well, as a TRUE Swiftie, I really want to give you a present. What's that? A prayer.

Well, Happy Birthday Tay Tay. Now you have to change "I'm feeling 22" to "I'm feeling 24"

Cheers,
Me

Victory is Yours

You did make the 8 proud.

Congratulations 6B! For winning the Futsal finale (or so I guess that's the real spelling), and for making me really jealous! Our A boy didn't win anything. But, really, congratulations. I feel the happiness too when the boys score the goals.

Ooh, hey 8 if you read this post today, I'm so sorry if you said hallo and I didn't answer. My mum is not in the house.

I guess, you did make the 8 proud. Really proud :) Victory is yours, congratulations.
Me

Victory is Ours!

Yeah, we've won the basket three on three girls!! Felt the happiness until now. And funny, the score how we (6A) beat the 5B down is like 18-2. I don't know why they're being slow. Like sooooo slooowwww... We could easily take the ball from their hands and shoot. Shoot. Shoot. And Shoot. Then the finale.. Haha, I play in the first round and that is heavenly fun! I score two goals and succeed for taking that little 5 girls down. Woo!

And I think the girls also won the estafet... I don't really understand it. But unfortunately the boys beaten in both futsal and basket. Well, they did went in the finale and the score is... I forget :D All I remember is 6B won 2 or 3 numbers above us. But we did great.

We did great..

And good luck 6B Boys for the finale! I'll wish you a luck from the deepest part of my heart (cie), Number 8. Make that 8 proud :)

-SportCompetition-

Me

We Scream It, Not Say It

Minggu pagi yang cerah, mata bengkak hasil baru bisa tidur jam 4 gara gara vanilla latte yang di kasih DOUBLE shot. Baru tidur 5 jam Ibu sudah berkicau membangunkan diriku. Kalo aja ga ada rencana apa apa hari ini, mungkin di saat ini dan detik ini juga aku masih ngorok di kasur. Too tired..

But, jadi juga kita, Zahra, Tiwi, Fildzah, aku, pergi bareng. Mulai dari main di tampat main moi (entah namanya apa) sampai nonton frozen dan foto foto di photo box xxi. Nice, huh? And... Aku sama Fildzah entah kenapa berani naik histeria versi moi 2 kali. Sensasinya masih kerasa sampai sekarang. We scream it, not say it.

Hey you, Zah, Tiw, Fil yang mungkin saat ini baca (walau fildzah sebenarnya garuk garuk kaki di belakang aku, jadinya nginep). Thank you for this a lot of fun yang bikin badan aku pegel semua.

Wish you a happy night,
Me

Teka Teki

Dirimu selalu membuatku penasaran. Terkadang menjauh, terkadang membuatku tersipu. Malu manisnya ucapanmu, membuatku tak menentu. Ku tak tahu harus bagaimana.

Sungguh kau buatku bertanya tanya, dengan teka teki - teka teki mu. Mungkinkah ku temukan jawaban dari teka teki teka teki mu? Sadarkah dirimu akan apa yang kurasa? Haruskah diriku menyatakan yang sesungguhnya? Malu manis ucapanmu, membuatku tak menentu. Ku tak tahu harus bagaimana.

Terkadang ku merasa hampir tak mampu menghadapi kamu dan semua tanda tanyamu

Sungguh kau buatku bertanya tanya, dengan teka teki - teka teki mu. Mungkinkah ku temukan jawaban dari teka teki teka teki mu? Sadarkah dirimu akan apa yang kurasa? Haruskah diriku menyatakan yang sesungguhnya?

-Raisa-

Dedicated for you,
Me