The Hunger Games

A lot things happened.

TO was over and I'm not passing out, I almost did but I didn't. My grade on BI got lower than before, so does science but Math stays. Doesn't its suck?! To study your butts off and then got bad grades?! For me it is. Then I sang "All I want for christmas is... Yoouuuuuuuuuuuuuhhh!!!!" in the third floor isle. Even though I don't celebrate christmas, I sing it. It was meant for him, then my friends started to follow what I'm doing and we scream that song over and over again. Together. Then he heard me singing and he followed me on a funny tone. He did it too when I said "What the hell...?!" to Zahra. And this week he bit his lips when he looks at me. I was startled and covering my face with a paper. Yes, tell me how pathetic I am. I'll take that. And I finished reading The Hunger Games and I totally addicted to them. I read it again and again and never get bored of it. I also watched the movie and seriously. Collins is GENIUS.

But girl friends in school only read the Mockingjay book and act like they totally understand the story. They're mad when Peeta told Capitol and whole 12 districts that Katniss is pregnant and they think Peeta's trying to make fun of katniss. And I was like "What the heck.." If you don't know the story, please, don't get yourself a person to laugh at. Peeta's trying to make the game stop, for god sake. Because all rebelling that happened after the 74th hunger games and Snow threat Katniss because she causes all that prob.

If I live in Panem (thank god I don't.), this year I have to sign my name at least one because I'm turning 12 this year and 12 is where you start signing in your name. I might have to add one more name if I live in district 12 to get a tessera.

Oh well, that's a piece of my days. What about yours?

May the odds be ever in your favor
Me

Creepy Mabit

Yesterday, the teacher push us, students who get under 7 in math, to do Mabit. So, we sleep in school. Well not exactly in OUR school. But the girls is in the Play Group and the boys are in the Kinder Garden. We studied. Math. From 8 in the NIGHT until 10. And I tell you what. The place is as creepy as hell. The kitchen makes some creepy knocking voice and we all scream every time the damn kitchen make the voice. And then, there's these little pieces of paper in the ceilings. They're hang with a string and they all represent the pictures of fruits and vegetables and alphabets. But, those harmless paper creep us out, too. They make scary shadows in the walls and everytime the lamp makes them shiny, it was like a ghost is coming. Then, when we all make it to this matery, someone opens the door and I don't even hear the sound because everyone is screaming so loud. I don't know anything and I was like "WHAT?! What?!! What's wrong??!!" I was the only one who screams like that. And it turns out one of the teacher who opens the door. God. I think it really was a ghost.

I don't know what happened with boys but I think they all fine without noises and other creepy things.

Other than that, we all have another Try Out. I don't even have fully recover yet from the first one. Bet you, other 6 grader out there, feel the same too. Did you? 

And after those things, I pass out until 2 in the noon in my bed. And now I have to study again. Oh well..

May the odds be ever in your favor,

Me

Head Hitting and Hipnotyzed

You guys, tau berapa kali aku kejeduk pintu kelas minggu ini? So far aku udah 2 kali. Satu nabrak bagian samping (with an EPIC run and EPIC 'dug!' sound), dan satu nabrak bagian depan. Semua HAMPIR gara gara that little punk Daffa. Aku bilang hampir, bukan semuanya kesalahan dia. Yang nabrak bagian samping, waktu itu boys sama girls lagi teriak teriakan, we were shouting at the top of our lungs. Like the very top. Dan Zahra with Daffa mmencetak rekor dengan teriak teriakan keras dan lama. That's why aku bilang "Suami istri lagi berantem" but I regret a second after those damn words came out from my mouth. Zahra chase me while my lunchbox is still on my hand, dan pas aku mau buka pintu... Aku terserimpet rok and BOOM! Kepalaku pusing seketika dan pahaku terjepit antara luncbox dengan pintu. It. Was. Freaking. Hurt.

Dan yang kedua, aku baru mau masuk pintu kelas saat Daffa tiba tiba menutup pintu dengan KERAS. So BOOM! again. Pelipisku is already killing me. i don't need my forehead hurting me too. It was as hurting as hell. I couldn't feel my head and all I do is spinning around like an idiot. Now, I'm typing this dengan kepala masih pusing. Satu pelajaran : Look before you leap.

Dan, Bunda still memaksaku untuk Akupuntur agar aku bisa tidur cepet dan DOYAN MAKAN. 2 hal. AKu fine dengan tidur malam karena itu banyak gunanya dan aku bisa have fun like a whole night. Dan doyan makan. Doesn't everybody know aku ngerampok lemari makanan sama kulkas saking aku lapernya 2 hari belakangan ini?! Dan beratku naik 5 kilo. Akibat kebanyakan makan. Jadi kurang doyan makan apa lagi aku ini? Yah, tapi akhirnya aku ga bisa bantah and the next thing I know is.. Dokternya hipnotis aku. Ya. Hipnotis. Pertama aku disuruh ngikutin kunci yang dia goyang  goyangin di depan mataku, terus dia ngitung 1 23 dan nyuruh aku tiduran. Dia ngomong, ngomong dan ngomong (I think the talking suppose to be the hypnotizing part). Dan katanya : "Kamu akan ngantuk nanti jam 9. Kamu akan ngantuk ngantuk dan ngantuk lalu akhirnya tertidur. Lalu saat kamu melihat makanan, kamu akan makan." And I was like. "Oh my god.. Seriously you're letting this happenning to me?" Itu hal paling magical dan mengherankan dan aneh yang terjadi padaku 11 tahun terakhir ini.

That was my day. Hit my head against the door twice, and being hypnotized. How was your day?

I hope yours is better :)
Me

Final

We lost. 

Entah kenapa boys hari ini mainnya loyo. Beberapa bahkan kepeleset karena emang lapangan penabur licin karena air hujan. 4 boys naik mobilku dan aku bahkan pulang bersama 2 boys dengan mobil seorang boys pula. Jadi sebenarnya hidupku ini full of boys. Tapi emang lebih enak main sama mereka sih.. Ga pake perasaan soalnya. Feel the same way?

3 girls, 2 miss, 1 mister, 4 orangtua murid, 1 spanduk gede yang bahkan ga dibuka sama sekali. That's it. Tapi kita jerit jerit di pinggir lapangan to cheer sampai yang disekeliling ngeliatin kita seakan berniat mau nelpon RSJ saat itu juga. 5-0.. 4-0... pokonya kita 0. Kebobol 4 atau 5. What a game. 

I'll hibernate after this. 

"We come from school you'll never see on screen. Not very pretty but we sure know how to run team. Studying in ruins of a palace within my dreams, and you know.. We're on each others team." 

Me

We Won!

Hari ini, boys kelas 6, baik a maupun b, wakilin sekolah lomba futsal di penabur. And guess what. Guess! We won!

Yeay!

First round, MAIS lawan... Kalau ga salah Agus Salim.. Whatever it is. Dan menangin skor 7-2. Terus, lawan SD Flora menang 5-0. Kalau ga salah.. We, the girls, scream at the top of our lungs to cheer them. The last time I cheer for boys is like 2 months ago and my throat doesn't ready to do that. Tapi, apa yang epic banget adalah... Modern Dance nya.

Terdiri dari 5 (ish) perempuan kira - kira SMP yang serius.. dandanannya menorrrr banget. Aku gatel pengen benerin blushing mereka yang terlalu berlebihan. Dan baju mereka super tight dan super pendek. Legging ngetat banget hitam putih, wedges hip hop ish, tank top dan untuk menutupi tank top mereka pake cropped shirt yang agian lengannya BOLONG. Begitu mereka muncul, kami para girls menjerit - jerit menyuruh boys untuk tutup mata. Kita udah lupa etika disana. Dan untuk event anak kecil itu, gerakan tari mereka terlalu vulgar dan bahkan kami semua bisa melihat underwear mereka. Bisa dibayangkan? Jangan. Boys kita nutupin muka pake tangan, ngelempar diri ke temen lainnya, dan menutupi muka dengan jersey mereka. Dan, ga cuma mereka. Karena semua anak yang ada dilapangan waktu itu hampir melakukan hal yang sama. Pak Reren merekam mereka dengan absurdnya.

Dan perjalanan ke sana, membutuhkan waktu yang lama dari sekolah dan kami para girls menaiki mobil zidan yang memang mini ukurannya untuk kami yang besar besar. Aku, ishmah, nida dan zahra tergencet - gencet dibelakang dan aku ga bisa merasakan pinggang dan yang ada dibawah pinggang saat sampai.

And... He wears 8. Again. And I love it. I love how he look and how he play. And the boys did very sweet job. And they  gonna do the final tomorrow so,, wish them a luck :)

I guess that's all.
Me

Clarity

High dive into frozen waves where the pasts comes back to life. Fight fear for the selfish pain, it was worth it everytime. Hold still right before we crash because we both know how this ends. Our clock ticks untill it breaks your glass and I drown in you again.
'Cause you are the piece of me, I wish I didn't need chasing relentlessly. Still fight and I don't know why.

If our love is tragedy why are you my remedy? If our love is insanity why are you my clarity?

Walk on through a red parade and refuse to make amends. It cuts deep thorugh our ground and makes us forget all common sense. Don't speak as I try to leave 'cause we both know what will chose. If you pull then I'll push too deep and I fall right back to you.

'Cause you are the piece of me, I wish I didn't need chasing relentlessly. Still fight and I don't know why.

If our love is tragedy why are you my remedy? If our love is insanity why are you my clarity?

Why are you my clarity..
Me
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Karma Chameleon

Okay, after Bette Davis I wanna show you about *drum roll*....... KARMA CHAMELEON!!! Yeay, you guys know this song? Know who sings this? If you don't, I'll be happy to talk about it. I think this was on air on 1980s. Boy George sings this, at first I thought It was a girl who sings it because his voice is so girlish. An he looks like one too. Anyhoo, this tune is really catchy and a big hit on it's age. My mom know this when she was young and any other up to 30 year old peoples. And, this is the song.

I first know this song from Dee's book, Perahu Kertas, in early 2013. Kugy loves this song and so does Keenan. I never doubt Dee's music taste, because this song is sooo good.

Karma karma karma chameleon... You come and go.. You come and go..
Me

Bette Davis Eyes

I have one 80s song for you. I have know this song for a million years, but I just haven't tell you about this yeat. This song comes from LA, 21 years before I was born and I love this song. It's called Bette Davis Eyes.

That's the lyrics and I haven't watch the MV that Kim Carnes made because I'm not sure it's save enough for me to watch it. Taylor Swift sang this song on her Speak Now World Tour Concert, I first watch it in early 2012 and I heard the cover she made. I love how she sings Kim's song, her sweet voice did really different from Kim's heavy voice, but both of them is perf. Here's a vid of her singing it. Sorry of all the buzz, we all love Taylor.

Now I know it's a huge buzz and I do could barely heard her from all the noise, sorry about that. I listen to this in her CD so the sound quality is way better than this. And Bette Davis is really exist, she's a big actress, just for your information. And next time, I'll show you Karma Chameleon by Culture Club. Now, I'm gona go blew my head off with math :)

Her hair is harlowe glow, her lips is a sweet surprise. Her hands are never cold, she got Bette Davis eyes..

Me

Saturdayyyhhhh......

My saturday's bad. Fine. Beetween it.

I admitt it.

Even when I just watch Comic 8 (8!!!!!) with my best friends, and even after I just laugh so hard... But honestly, don't watch comic 8 if you're under like.. 15 or something. I don't know this when I watch the movie, but there's so much adult contents in it. Like adult jokes, mature clothing.. etc. Zahra even cry because of disgust. Well, she's not the only one because I throw up in my mouth a bit after I saw the actress. And I pee a little. But then we buy gummy bears and It make my cough even worst. And we go to the book store and I finally have a real Hunger Games book. Yeay! When I suppose to study, I have a girls day out. Fun.

And I have to woke up at 8 this morning. Since ANOTHER TO is out and the language teacher gives us another studying in SATURDAY. Even though I still miss my bed, I have to go or my grades will go far far far far faaarrr away from at least 8 (and since I want to meet him too :D). And I was surprised when he said "I can't text you today, sorry. I want to study" and I was like "Damn *whisper*, okay." but after that I was like "WHAT THE WHAT?! you want to study in this paradise-y saturday? You really seriously mean IT?! You're absurdly amazing.."

And then I left my SPM book, my shoes (I wear boots for mall and flats for school first), my legging, my pencil case and my candies in Zahra's car. So, boom, there goes my study supply. I'm gonna run my butts off to her house or else I could get 6 on my BI. And dang it, I think I leave fildzah's SPMbook in that stupid bag too.. God, don't let her kill me., at least let me alive until wednesday.

And now, in this almost midnight, I'm sitting alone in front of my computer (still happy because Coutrney reply me on her latest vid and I'm the 11th viewer! It was post 8 minutes before I found it.), so freaking cold, wearing a USA flag motive shorts and jacket, with hoodie covering my head because I don't want to freeze out. I'm sitting right under the Air Conditioner. Courtney answers my question, I'm gonna show you the full replies so that might help you. I use my father's youtube account.

Priyatna Yoopie

14 minutes ago

Hey, Courtney. I'm a 11 year old girl who doesn't have her own youtube account, yet, so I have to use my Father's and I'm from Indonesia.
I've been watching your vids and I'm absoulutely in love with it. I've subcribe you and follow your blog. Please, please make more vids. I'm a such a fan of you!  I know this comment doesn't match anything from this vid, sorry :D

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Priyatna Yoopie

24 minutes ago

Oh yeah, one question. How do you make your hair keep shiny and soft while you're using straightning, curling wand, waver and heat thingies? 

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spreadinsunshine15

23 minutes ago

+Priyatna Yoopie Hi there! Thank you so much <3 I will keep making videos for a long time :) To keep your hair shiny you can use a heat protectant, then use your hair tool on it, and then use silk serum at the end 

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Priyatna Yoopie

18 minutes ago

Thank you :)

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Since I don't have any Heat Protectant and Silk Serum.. I think I'm gonna leave my straightener and hair dryer on the drawer until I have one. And now the only question is.. Where can I get Heat Protectant and Silk serum? And oh yeah. I have a bangsssss!! Wooohooo. Okay that's overreact. I cut it myself and it's side swept bangs :D Just for your information, you don't want to know, fine, I'm fine. Or just go ahead and say "Oooo" in a mean-ruthless tone. I'm sick of that trend, all 6 grader now always do that. There even a mix of it, "osh" "Oazaya" "Oo gitu ya *with a damn mean careless nod*" and etc. Hated it.

I want to chill out in my hoodie again :D And then go to bed and snore like a pig..let. Piglet. Snore like a piglet :) I'm missing someone.

Hope your saturday is nice, without have to study for TO and stressed out because there's so much work to do :)

Love,
Me

Mean

This is dedicated for you, the bloody mean girl :)

You, with your words like knife and swords and weapons you use against me. You have knocked me off my feet again, got me feeling like a nothing. You, with your voice like nails on a chalkboard calling me out when I'm wounded. You, picking up the weaker man.

You can't take me down with just one single blow. But you don't know what you don't know.

Someday, I'll be living in a big old city, and all you ever gonna be is mean. Someday I'll be big enough so you can't hit me, and all you ever gonna be is mean.

Why you gotta be so mean?

You, with your switching side and your wildfire lies and your humilliations. You've pointed out my flaws again as if I don't already see them. I'll walk with my head down try to block you out 'cause I never impress you, I just wanna feel okay again.

I bet you got pushed around, somebody've make you cold. Put the cycle ends right now ' cause you can't lead me down that road  and you don't know what you don't know..

Someday, I'll be living in a big old city, and all you ever gonna be is mean. Someday I'll be big enough so you can't hit me, and all you ever gonna be is mean.

Why you gotta be so mean?

And I can see you years from now in a bar, talking over a football game. With that same big loud opinion, but nobody's listening. Washed up and ranting about the same old bitter things. Drunk and grumbling on about how I can't write.

But all you are is mean, and a liar, and pathetic and alone in life and mean, and mean, and MEAN. -tswift-

All you are is mean, dnn,
Me

11

Yeay, it's February the 2nd!! And my best friend is turning 11!! Emang dia termuda di kelas tapi aku yang lebih tua badannya lebih kecil dari dia. This is a girl who have been such a strong and fearless girl, and she has an epic laugh. One day you will be remembered.

So, happy birthday Zahra. Wishing you all the best, semoga semakin besar jangan semakin kecil, semoga kuat menghadapi semua cobaan, semoga ketawa terus (sampai aktif kalau bisa), semoga panjang umur, sehat selalu, makin sayang sama Nina, makin akur sama Bundamu dan makin dewasa yaa. We Beth are here for ya, be happy and keep smile :D

Happy Birthday

One of your best friend (maybe and I hope forever),
Me