Long Live

I said remember this moment. In the back of my mind, the time we stood there with our shaking hands and the parents in seats went wild. We were the kings and the queens, and they read off our names. The day you danced like you knew our lives would never be the same. You held your head like a hero, on a history book page. It was the end of a school year, but the start of an age.

Long live, the walls we crashed through, how the kingdom light shined just for me and you. I was screaming 'Long live all the magic we made!' and bring on all the pretenders. One day, we will be remembered.

I said remember this feelings. I pass the pictures around. Of all the years that we stood there on the sidelines, wishing for right now. We are the kings and the queens. You traded your old cap for a crown. When they gave you your trophy, and you held them up for our school. And the cynics were outraged, screaming "This is absurd!". Because one moment a group of short boys in ripped up jeans got to rule the world.

Long live, the walls we crashed through, how the kingdom light shined just for me and you. I was screaming 'Long live all the magic we made!' and bring on other pretenders, I'm not afraid. Long live, all the mountains we move. I had the time of my life, fighting dragons with you. I was screaming 'Long live that look on your face!' and bring on all the pretenders. One day, we will be remembered.

Hold on, to spinning around. Confetti, falls to the ground.

May these memories break our fall.

Will you take a moment? Promise me this. That you'll stand by me forever, but if God forbid, fate should step in. And force us in to a good bye. If you have children someday, when they point to the pictures.. Please tell them our names. Tell them how the crowds went wild, tell them how I hope they shine.

Long live the walls we crashed through, I had the time of my life.. With you..

Long, long live, the walls we crashed through, how the kingdom light shined just for me and you. I was screaming 'Long live all the magic we made!' and bring on all the pretenders, I'm not afraid. Singing long live all the mountains we move. I had the time of my life fighting dragons with you. And long long live the look on your face, and bring on all the pretenders. 

One day, we will be remembered. 

Memories

Today I'm feeling anxious, yet excited.. And mixed with happy and sad. A lot of emotions today, I'm emotional, I know. It's 2 days until me and my friends for 6 freaking years (well some of them is only 2 years) will go to separate directions. I don't know if I will see them in complete condition ever again. I'm trying to spent this last day I'm one class with them and honestly, I felt like nothing is going to happen. Like I'm going to go to this class, with these peoples, and study more maths the next morning and the next forever. And now thinking of that feeling, I kinda want to cry :D

To you, who will went to Junior High, are you feeling the same? Are you? Are you?

I mean, I do don't want to let them go, let those memories go, because.. Seriously, I grew up with this people. They watch me grow and I watch them grow. That's insane. But it all felt so fast, felt like today you're in your first day in this school and then the next day you're in the edge of your last year in this school. Looking at this place, my second home, memories comes flashing into my mind.

 I remember exactly, 3 years ago when the girls made a secret message on the boys' board game. I remember exactly, 2 years ago, I liked this boy who's now my totall enemy. I remember exactly 2 years ago, I made a friend group named SK and we fight in the next year. I remember exactly, almost 2 year ago, I liked this boy (who's currently I like too) and I know there's no chance that he will like me back because he liked my enemy, and I remember back then, I used to sing You Belong With Me everyday wishing a miracle will happen. I remember exactly, a year ago, a boy came to me and say that he liked me in front of the class 5A and 5B and we made 11 months long story of us. I remember exactly, a few months ago, half of the girls hated me, but half of the 6th grade is wacthing my back and ready to cure me if I'm wounded. I remember eactly, a few months ago, the hallway of the third floor saw me ran, and fall and crying just because he said he hates me. and I remember this one, wonderful, year laughing, fighting, screaming, having fun, studying with 30 other kids. I could never ever forget about them. Because I remember exactly, how they always made my day.

And I sure as hell i will remember Daffa with his #signatureOz and will annoy me every single day of my life. He just couldn't stop making me hate him, but I will miss his jerkness anyway. And ooh! I sure will remember my besties, and people who was my bestie. There's a lot, but I'm going to type them anyway. I'm sorry if you're bored reading this post. I just can't help it. Fildzah (for 5 years of friendship), Zahra, Tiwi, Lili, and Fannesa, bayu (was my boy bestie). Remembering all those dramas and fights xD

But I do have many embarrassment in this school though. Like today, I asked a friend of mine if he remembers last year when I show my diary to him and I accuse him that he told my enemy about my diary. But he kept giving me extremely confused look and I kept trying to remind him of that story. And in the end he said "What? No, I do.. not rememberr.." Well, I just stood there like a dope. Instant embarrasment, do not feel good, 100% don't reccomend doing that.

But, there's lots lots of memories of them. Too sad to leave them. Don't you just feel the same? Everytime you'll leave a Elementary School that maybe you've spent 6 years growing on that one building? I am a very dramatic person and plus, I love these people. For me, it's hard to leave people I love. Don't you agree with me? Agree with me.

Maybe I will never moved on from those memories, but hey, there's still a hope.

Bye

It's All History

Alright, for ya'll who hate my older post, who thinks I overreact.. Today's your lucky day, I drafted all of the post about (never thought I'll mention this again..) 212521, all my 'alay' post and everything else. I even dare to post my FACE. Who would want to see that? Even I don't. But I felt a little bit disappointed though, to put those memories down. But we must be brave!

Yeah, I have to admitt, I realize how happy I was back then. I admitt, I am happy to be treated like a princess once in a while by a boy who likes me too. I'm so childish, I know. But, fyi, I might can't move on but hey, I deleted all those posts. Because don't nobody want to see those terrible awful.

So we're starting from the bottom again and please, remind me if you don't like my posts. I appology if it does annoys you.

Okay. I'm out.

Rainy Summer

It's June, schools in America or England might have been off these days. It's summer. But it doesn't feel like summer at all in here, Jakarta. It's even raining for like 2 times this week, at least at my house. But I don't complain, I love rain :D Ya'll probably already know that and sick of reading of rain and bla bla bla. And ya'll probably already know all of my sickening stories of Rain book. Even I couldn't stand reading it these days. And that just because a boy and a leaf. How complicated life is.. But this condition reminds me of Gabrielle Aplin. do you know her? Her album (debut i guess) is called English Rain and it is perfect for ya'll who love calming pop or that country-ish guitar musical... I don't know how to describe it.

 

All of her songs is full of innocence even if it's about love. Just.. I love her. And not in that way.

Speaking about Rain... I kind of abandoned the book I suppose to write untill it gets to be a best seller (what?). And please do not judge me of using english, because people around here is getting racist. They hate me just because my blog is english and I'm an indonesian. FYI, I still love my country. Anyways just because a friend of mine, Bryan, commented in my previous post of Rain, the book just keep haunting me for the rest of the day. It's mind controlling, and just because Bryan commented it he made me want to write it again. So I give standing avotion to him.

I just can't do anything else than writing Rain today. Isn't that irritating?

So, how do you feel today? Excited? Angry? Emotional? I'm feeling sad because I have to say bye for now.

Bye bye,
Have a lovely summer

For HATERS

Oke, mari pakai bahasa Indonesia disini karena aku udah di 'puji' 'sok bisa bahasa inggris' sama orang baik ini, Malva, dari Cbox yang keliatan jelas salah satu Haters blog aku. Gini, aku jelasin semuanya dan aku minta, aku MOHON, jangan pakai kata - kata kasar di blog ini. Mau di Cbox, mau di comment, I don't care.

Dear haters,

Aku ngerti banget kalo kalian ga suka sama aku, aku ngerti kalian pikir aku ini menjijikan atau apalah itu. Tapi aku jelasin, aku bukan sok bisa bahasa inggris. Aku ga mau pamer kalo aku bisa bahasa inggris, walau di mata kalian keliatannya begitu. Aku cuma mau menyalurkan hobi aku disini dan aku mau mempertahankan skill ku di bahasa inggris. Dan satu alasan pribadi, biar temen - temen aku yang jail dari sekolah ga tau aku ngomongin apa. Aku minta maaf kalau itu bikin kalian sebel, dan aku minta maaf kalo menurut kalian blog ini menjijikkan atau bikin kalian enek, pengen muntah dan lain lain. Dan lebih mudah bagi aku untuk menulis cerita/pengalamanku dengan bahasa inggris dibanding bahasa indonesia. Aku pakai bahasa asli kita kalau aku lagi ngomong, komunikasi secara verbal, lisan dan apapun kalian mau nyebut itu apa. Sekali lagi aku minta maaf, oke? Terserahlah kalau kalian mau comment lagi aku ini sok dramatis, sok mau minta maaf, sok sok sok dan sok lagi. Terserah. Tapi satu saran dari aku kalau kamu benci aku dan blog aku, aku angkat tangan, kalian sendiri kan yang milih buat buka blog ini lagi? Nah, untuk 'Malva', aku sudah bilang sama kamu aku minta maaf dan ga usah visit lagi kalo aku emang bikin kamu sebel. Tapi kamu balik lagi dan aku akui, aku benci kata - kata yang kamu tulis di Cbox. Kita bicara jujur aja disini, tapi kalo kamu sebel, yaudah kenapa kamu visit lagi?!

Please, jangan pake kata kasar lagi, jangan visit kalo kamu benci. Aku minta maaf untuk para Haters, aku ngerti kalo kalian juga nganggap post ini lebay.

PS: Aku minta maaf juga kalau aku jawabnya sering pedes kalau kalian comment kasar. Mengertilah, aku emosian, dan aku ga suka sama orang - orang yang kasar. Peace.

Bye.

The Red Expirience + RED Tour Clips

Hey guys. How ya doin? 4th of June.. was the best day of my life.. Who else reading this also watch Taylor that night? Let me tell you. She. Was. Killing. It. The crowd is soooo loud and wild, even Taylor said that.

Taylor SwiftVerified account‏@taylorswift13

I can hear the crowd from my dressing room so either A) Jakarta crowds are the loudest EVER or B) Jakarta arenas have super thin walls.

Taylor SwiftVerified account‏@taylorswift13

WOAH so it was definitely option A. Excellent work, Jakarta.

See? I was wearing the Junior Jewels shirt that Taylor wears on her You Belong With Me music video, and I write all over it. And I write 13 on my hand and also write RED quotes in all over my hands. With Eyeliner. Credit to Maybelline for that. I will show you the pic so if Tay's doing a concert here again this might would be an inspiration for you. So enough for the chit chat, let's move on to the pics and vids, shall we?

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I'm sorry for the delay since 4h of june for Indra Apsari's brother whom untill now i didn't know his name (I'm sorryyyy...) . Well, he's a swiftie too and I promised to him and his sister to post Tay's clips from the Tour. But, I couldn't find the video ANYWHERE. Literally, anywhere. And maybe he already look up the video in the youtube like som of you might too. But, I think I'll just make it simple so you don't have to search again and I pick the best vids (I think) from thousands of them. Bunch of them even only 16 seconds long. But, I think YouTube people have better quality and stuff in their vids rater than mine sooo... Here it is.
(I'm sorry for the buzz and all the singing though. But he he hey, we all love Taylor more than anything :))
State of Grace Clip

Red Clip

 

Holy Ground Clip

Sparks Fly Clip (I put my heart hand motion up and make my love for Taylor goes up till over maximum when she sang this :) you know why.) And please do not blame me for the thumbnail.

Love Story Clip

The Lucky One Clip

Fifteen Clip

22 Clip

I Knew You Were Trouble Clip

All Too Well Clip

You Belong With Me Clip

Mean Clip

We Are Never Ever Getting Back Together (Ending) Clip

IT was AWESOME!! Right, right? I know this post have been extremely long but I'm just gonna say the expirience and be done with it. Well, I didn't get the ticket to the Club Red, so sad :( But The most precious thing of that night is that we all never quit screaming, and shouting, and singing and dancing and be wild. It was my first concert and the best. Ever.

I hope you liked it, I'm sorry if my blog is disgusting or random or too english (quote Malva from the Cbox) or I'm being showing off my english quality (quote Malva again). Just, I'm sorry of my flaws, okay? I'm sorry for Malva, and other people in the cbox or the comment who hates my blog and me. I'm sorry for making your life miserable with the presence of my blog.

Peace, I'm out.

Someone's Turning 12

Today is 2 June 2014... The day I've waited for so long but when it did came, I feel so... Empty. You know, someone's turning 12 today. Someone that have the new life, and unfortunately I'm not a part of it. You know who it is. Small, loud, curly, insecure, funny, adorable, charming, loving... You just know. I do not want to say his name nor his inisial. Just.. too hurtful, okay? Because I still remember the exact same day last year, when me and my girls set a muffin in his desk. And how he said it was a very good muffin. Ha. Memories.

Anywhoo... Happy Birthday, I'm wishing you all the best. Always. I'm sorry I always did the same mistake over and over again. Just, I'm sorry now. I hope you become a good big brother for your siblings, become a good son for your mom and dad, become a bright child in your future Junior High, become a good boy for whoever girl you might be dating in the future, just.. be a good boy. If you're reading this right now, I just wanna say happy birthday.

Don't forget about me, please? 

Latest Entries | NYX Face Awards | spreadinsunshine15

Latest Entries | NYX Face Awards



Hey guys, so I know some of you reading my blog is girls and I know maybe some of you doesn't care about makeup but... As you might know, one of my favorite youtuber/ beauty guru is spreadinsunshine15 and a few days ago she got to the top 30  in NYX Face Award 2014 and she do an Unboxing Video of the gift and I will link that down bellow. As if some of you might know, NYX is a makeup brand. Now, the Face Awards has been in round 2 and you can vote in that blue link above 3 times a day to help her win. I'm not trying to promote here.. which I guess actually what I'm doing.. but I just want to help my role model to win. And I will apriciate it soooo much if you want to vote 3 times a day whether you're a boy or a girl and I'm sure Courtney will too :)



Cheers



Nyx Face Award Top 30 Unboxing : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MWX61UeKH9A