Today is 2 June 2014... The day I've waited for so long but when it did came, I feel so... Empty. You know, someone's turning 12 today. Someone that have the new life, and unfortunately I'm not a part of it. You know who it is. Small, loud, curly, insecure, funny, adorable, charming, loving... You just know. I do not want to say his name nor his inisial. Just.. too hurtful, okay? Because I still remember the exact same day last year, when me and my girls set a muffin in his desk. And how he said it was a very good muffin. Ha. Memories.
Anywhoo... Happy Birthday, I'm wishing you all the best. Always. I'm sorry I always did the same mistake over and over again. Just, I'm sorry now. I hope you become a good big brother for your siblings, become a good son for your mom and dad, become a bright child in your future Junior High, become a good boy for whoever girl you might be dating in the future, just.. be a good boy. If you're reading this right now, I just wanna say happy birthday.
Don't forget about me, please?
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