To Survive This Week

I just realise I'm overwhelmed. There's a lot of big tests, like a lot and it's so goshdamn frustating. I don't know if it's just my school or any other school did this mean thing too, but they make us do 5 more try outs then it usually are. It's 5, man. It'll be nothing if it's just 1 or 2, but this is 5. 5 ya'll. Oh I'm sorry, did I said 5? I mean 6. I just notice the little "Arabic" note on my paper. Yeah, so 5 plus the Arabic. Make it 6. Like come on, I'm getting lack of sleep, I'm pretty sick this week, I'm stressed this week and all. Then there's still the UTS thingies. When will it end?! Did you feel the same? You, yes you, 6 grader out there?

And, yesterday, my stomach had a totall meltdown. I don't know if it's mad at me, or just tired. I woke up in the morning, feeling sick and trying not to throw up. I didn't eat the breakfast that morning because I'm scared the bread will sneak out again. So, I didn't eat until the recess and when I did, I eat half of a burger. I stopped because I felt really sick, I run to the school's toilet and then throw up. I vomit all the energies I need. So that's the first, after that, everytime i stand up I feel like I'll throw all of what's inside my body. But, I still need to eat, then in the noon, I have to eat something and when I do, I throw up again. After that, I throw twice more. Believe me, It's not fun being me yesterday. Yes, yes, I'm pathetic. Just say it, won't bothers me. Guess that the odds are not in my favor this moment.

So here I am, looking so freaking creepy with the panda eyes, big-mommy cardigan, and lots of papers around me. My only question now is not about IPS or anything. Can I survive this week?!

I hope you who's in my grade now, or in my age understands me. Hope ya'll have a great day.
May the odds be ever in your favor,
Frey