Yeah, time flies. And now it's July! I can't believe I haven't meet my friends for... 16 days. Now I'm never gonna go back to the school again. I mean maybe I'll go there with my friends to just memorize the old days, but I'll never gonna study there again. Yeah some of the studying sucks, I have to admit. But, 2 days ago I started my freshman year in Junior High, yeay. Sucker is that I'm one class with that psycho girl. Good thing is that there's 212521's twin. Is that a good thing? I guess no, but they're really are like twins. They have same style of walking, talking, laughing, and this boy have the same trying-to-be-cool style just like him. Wow. I found a lot of twins from people of MAIS :D Like, I found a teacher who looks like my teacher from fourth grade, I found a freshman kid too (I guess) that looks like my arabic teacher, I found a class mate who laughs just as loudly as Zahra, and the Bahasa Indonesia teacher is called 'Dine' which is just 2 alphabets away from my old school BI teacher, who is called 'Dinah'. Wow.
Well, I got nothing to talk about here. I'm wasting your time now. Okay, what's your July obsession? Comment down bellow.
I am now personally obsessed with Sharp Turn Ahead (14 years old twin boys, Kylie and Benjamin Sharp, who makes songs. Go check on their twitter : @sharpbrosmusic), Gabrielle Aplin, song from Snow Patrol Chasing Cars, The Fault in Our Stars, pottermore.com, Revlon Colorburst in the color 105, eyes open by Taylor Swift, My Songs Know What You Did in The Dark by Fall Out Boy, photo collage, nail polishing, the ambition to meet my crush again, and the ambition to not afraid making friends!
You should check all my obsession, believe me, they're incredible.
That's all from me,
Frey
Rabu, 09 Juli 2014
Sabtu, 21 Juni 2014
Long Live
I said remember this moment. In the back of my mind, the time we stood there with our shaking hands and the parents in seats went wild. We were the kings and the queens, and they read off our names. The day you danced like you knew our lives would never be the same. You held your head like a hero, on a history book page. It was the end of a school year, but the start of an age.
Long live, the walls we crashed through, how the kingdom light shined just for me and you. I was screaming 'Long live all the magic we made!' and bring on all the pretenders. One day, we will be remembered.
I said remember this feelings. I pass the pictures around. Of all the years that we stood there on the sidelines, wishing for right now. We are the kings and the queens. You traded your old cap for a crown. When they gave you your trophy, and you held them up for our school. And the cynics were outraged, screaming "This is absurd!". Because one moment a group of short boys in ripped up jeans got to rule the world.
Long live, the walls we crashed through, how the kingdom light shined just for me and you. I was screaming 'Long live all the magic we made!' and bring on other pretenders, I'm not afraid. Long live, all the mountains we move. I had the time of my life, fighting dragons with you. I was screaming 'Long live that look on your face!' and bring on all the pretenders. One day, we will be remembered.
Hold on, to spinning around. Confetti, falls to the ground.
Long live, the walls we crashed through, how the kingdom light shined just for me and you. I was screaming 'Long live all the magic we made!' and bring on all the pretenders. One day, we will be remembered.
I said remember this feelings. I pass the pictures around. Of all the years that we stood there on the sidelines, wishing for right now. We are the kings and the queens. You traded your old cap for a crown. When they gave you your trophy, and you held them up for our school. And the cynics were outraged, screaming "This is absurd!". Because one moment a group of short boys in ripped up jeans got to rule the world.
Long live, the walls we crashed through, how the kingdom light shined just for me and you. I was screaming 'Long live all the magic we made!' and bring on other pretenders, I'm not afraid. Long live, all the mountains we move. I had the time of my life, fighting dragons with you. I was screaming 'Long live that look on your face!' and bring on all the pretenders. One day, we will be remembered.
Hold on, to spinning around. Confetti, falls to the ground.
May these memories break our fall.
Will you take a moment? Promise me this. That you'll stand by me forever, but if God forbid, fate should step in. And force us in to a good bye. If you have children someday, when they point to the pictures.. Please tell them our names. Tell them how the crowds went wild, tell them how I hope they shine.
Long live the walls we crashed through, I had the time of my life.. With you..
Long, long live, the walls we crashed through, how the kingdom light shined just for me and you. I was screaming 'Long live all the magic we made!' and bring on all the pretenders, I'm not afraid. Singing long live all the mountains we move. I had the time of my life fighting dragons with you. And long long live the look on your face, and bring on all the pretenders.
One day, we will be remembered.
Kamis, 19 Juni 2014
Memories
Today I'm feeling anxious, yet excited.. And mixed with happy and sad. A lot of emotions today, I'm emotional, I know. It's 2 days until me and my friends for 6 freaking years (well some of them is only 2 years) will go to separate directions. I don't know if I will see them in complete condition ever again. I'm trying to spent this last day I'm one class with them and honestly, I felt like nothing is going to happen. Like I'm going to go to this class, with these peoples, and study more maths the next morning and the next forever. And now thinking of that feeling, I kinda want to cry :D
To you, who will went to Junior High, are you feeling the same? Are you? Are you?
I mean, I do don't want to let them go, let those memories go, because.. Seriously, I grew up with this people. They watch me grow and I watch them grow. That's insane. But it all felt so fast, felt like today you're in your first day in this school and then the next day you're in the edge of your last year in this school. Looking at this place, my second home, memories comes flashing into my mind.
I remember exactly, 3 years ago when the girls made a secret message on the boys' board game. I remember exactly, 2 years ago, I liked this boy who's now my totall enemy. I remember exactly 2 years ago, I made a friend group named SK and we fight in the next year. I remember exactly, almost 2 year ago, I liked this boy (who's currently I like too) and I know there's no chance that he will like me back because he liked my enemy, and I remember back then, I used to sing You Belong With Me everyday wishing a miracle will happen. I remember exactly, a year ago, a boy came to me and say that he liked me in front of the class 5A and 5B and we made 11 months long story of us. I remember exactly, a few months ago, half of the girls hated me, but half of the 6th grade is wacthing my back and ready to cure me if I'm wounded. I remember eactly, a few months ago, the hallway of the third floor saw me ran, and fall and crying just because he said he hates me. and I remember this one, wonderful, year laughing, fighting, screaming, having fun, studying with 30 other kids. I could never ever forget about them. Because I remember exactly, how they always made my day.
And I sure as hell i will remember Daffa with his #signatureOz and will annoy me every single day of my life. He just couldn't stop making me hate him, but I will miss his jerkness anyway. And ooh! I sure will remember my besties, and people who was my bestie. There's a lot, but I'm going to type them anyway. I'm sorry if you're bored reading this post. I just can't help it. Fildzah (for 5 years of friendship), Zahra, Tiwi, Lili, and Fannesa, bayu (was my boy bestie). Remembering all those dramas and fights xD
But I do have many embarrassment in this school though. Like today, I asked a friend of mine if he remembers last year when I show my diary to him and I accuse him that he told my enemy about my diary. But he kept giving me extremely confused look and I kept trying to remind him of that story. And in the end he said "What? No, I do.. not rememberr.." Well, I just stood there like a dope. Instant embarrasment, do not feel good, 100% don't reccomend doing that.
But, there's lots lots of memories of them. Too sad to leave them. Don't you just feel the same? Everytime you'll leave a Elementary School that maybe you've spent 6 years growing on that one building? I am a very dramatic person and plus, I love these people. For me, it's hard to leave people I love. Don't you agree with me? Agree with me.
Maybe I will never moved on from those memories, but hey, there's still a hope.
Bye
To you, who will went to Junior High, are you feeling the same? Are you? Are you?
I mean, I do don't want to let them go, let those memories go, because.. Seriously, I grew up with this people. They watch me grow and I watch them grow. That's insane. But it all felt so fast, felt like today you're in your first day in this school and then the next day you're in the edge of your last year in this school. Looking at this place, my second home, memories comes flashing into my mind.
I remember exactly, 3 years ago when the girls made a secret message on the boys' board game. I remember exactly, 2 years ago, I liked this boy who's now my totall enemy. I remember exactly 2 years ago, I made a friend group named SK and we fight in the next year. I remember exactly, almost 2 year ago, I liked this boy (who's currently I like too) and I know there's no chance that he will like me back because he liked my enemy, and I remember back then, I used to sing You Belong With Me everyday wishing a miracle will happen. I remember exactly, a year ago, a boy came to me and say that he liked me in front of the class 5A and 5B and we made 11 months long story of us. I remember exactly, a few months ago, half of the girls hated me, but half of the 6th grade is wacthing my back and ready to cure me if I'm wounded. I remember eactly, a few months ago, the hallway of the third floor saw me ran, and fall and crying just because he said he hates me. and I remember this one, wonderful, year laughing, fighting, screaming, having fun, studying with 30 other kids. I could never ever forget about them. Because I remember exactly, how they always made my day.
And I sure as hell i will remember Daffa with his #signatureOz and will annoy me every single day of my life. He just couldn't stop making me hate him, but I will miss his jerkness anyway. And ooh! I sure will remember my besties, and people who was my bestie. There's a lot, but I'm going to type them anyway. I'm sorry if you're bored reading this post. I just can't help it. Fildzah (for 5 years of friendship), Zahra, Tiwi, Lili, and Fannesa, bayu (was my boy bestie). Remembering all those dramas and fights xD
But I do have many embarrassment in this school though. Like today, I asked a friend of mine if he remembers last year when I show my diary to him and I accuse him that he told my enemy about my diary. But he kept giving me extremely confused look and I kept trying to remind him of that story. And in the end he said "What? No, I do.. not rememberr.." Well, I just stood there like a dope. Instant embarrasment, do not feel good, 100% don't reccomend doing that.
But, there's lots lots of memories of them. Too sad to leave them. Don't you just feel the same? Everytime you'll leave a Elementary School that maybe you've spent 6 years growing on that one building? I am a very dramatic person and plus, I love these people. For me, it's hard to leave people I love. Don't you agree with me? Agree with me.
Maybe I will never moved on from those memories, but hey, there's still a hope.
Bye
Selasa, 17 Juni 2014
It's All History
Alright, for ya'll who hate my older post, who thinks I overreact.. Today's your lucky day, I drafted all of the post about (never thought I'll mention this again..) 212521, all my 'alay' post and everything else. I even dare to post my FACE. Who would want to see that? Even I don't. But I felt a little bit disappointed though, to put those memories down. But we must be brave!
Yeah, I have to admitt, I realize how happy I was back then. I admitt, I am happy to be treated like a princess once in a while by a boy who likes me too. I'm so childish, I know. But, fyi, I might can't move on but hey, I deleted all those posts. Because don't nobody want to see those terrible awful.
So we're starting from the bottom again and please, remind me if you don't like my posts. I appology if it does annoys you.
Okay. I'm out.
Yeah, I have to admitt, I realize how happy I was back then. I admitt, I am happy to be treated like a princess once in a while by a boy who likes me too. I'm so childish, I know. But, fyi, I might can't move on but hey, I deleted all those posts. Because don't nobody want to see those terrible awful.
So we're starting from the bottom again and please, remind me if you don't like my posts. I appology if it does annoys you.
Okay. I'm out.
Senin, 16 Juni 2014
Rainy Summer
It's June, schools in America or England might have been off these days. It's summer. But it doesn't feel like summer at all in here, Jakarta. It's even raining for like 2 times this week, at least at my house. But I don't complain, I love rain :D Ya'll probably already know that and sick of reading of rain and bla bla bla. And ya'll probably already know all of my sickening stories of Rain book. Even I couldn't stand reading it these days. And that just because a boy and a leaf. How complicated life is.. But this condition reminds me of Gabrielle Aplin. do you know her? Her album (debut i guess) is called English Rain and it is perfect for ya'll who love calming pop or that country-ish guitar musical... I don't know how to describe it.
All of her songs is full of innocence even if it's about love. Just.. I love her. And not in that way.
Speaking about Rain... I kind of abandoned the book I suppose to write untill it gets to be a best seller (what?). And please do not judge me of using english, because people around here is getting racist. They hate me just because my blog is english and I'm an indonesian. FYI, I still love my country. Anyways just because a friend of mine, Bryan, commented in my previous post of Rain, the book just keep haunting me for the rest of the day. It's mind controlling, and just because Bryan commented it he made me want to write it again. So I give standing avotion to him.
I just can't do anything else than writing Rain today. Isn't that irritating?
So, how do you feel today? Excited? Angry? Emotional? I'm feeling sad because I have to say bye for now.
Bye bye,
Have a lovely summer
All of her songs is full of innocence even if it's about love. Just.. I love her. And not in that way.
Speaking about Rain... I kind of abandoned the book I suppose to write untill it gets to be a best seller (what?). And please do not judge me of using english, because people around here is getting racist. They hate me just because my blog is english and I'm an indonesian. FYI, I still love my country. Anyways just because a friend of mine, Bryan, commented in my previous post of Rain, the book just keep haunting me for the rest of the day. It's mind controlling, and just because Bryan commented it he made me want to write it again. So I give standing avotion to him.
I just can't do anything else than writing Rain today. Isn't that irritating?
So, how do you feel today? Excited? Angry? Emotional? I'm feeling sad because I have to say bye for now.
Bye bye,
Have a lovely summer
Sabtu, 14 Juni 2014
For HATERS
Oke, mari pakai bahasa Indonesia disini karena aku udah di 'puji' 'sok bisa bahasa inggris' sama orang baik ini, Malva, dari Cbox yang keliatan jelas salah satu Haters blog aku. Gini, aku jelasin semuanya dan aku minta, aku MOHON, jangan pakai kata - kata kasar di blog ini. Mau di Cbox, mau di comment, I don't care.
Dear haters,
Aku ngerti banget kalo kalian ga suka sama aku, aku ngerti kalian pikir aku ini menjijikan atau apalah itu. Tapi aku jelasin, aku bukan sok bisa bahasa inggris. Aku ga mau pamer kalo aku bisa bahasa inggris, walau di mata kalian keliatannya begitu. Aku cuma mau menyalurkan hobi aku disini dan aku mau mempertahankan skill ku di bahasa inggris. Dan satu alasan pribadi, biar temen - temen aku yang jail dari sekolah ga tau aku ngomongin apa. Aku minta maaf kalau itu bikin kalian sebel, dan aku minta maaf kalo menurut kalian blog ini menjijikkan atau bikin kalian enek, pengen muntah dan lain lain. Dan lebih mudah bagi aku untuk menulis cerita/pengalamanku dengan bahasa inggris dibanding bahasa indonesia. Aku pakai bahasa asli kita kalau aku lagi ngomong, komunikasi secara verbal, lisan dan apapun kalian mau nyebut itu apa. Sekali lagi aku minta maaf, oke? Terserahlah kalau kalian mau comment lagi aku ini sok dramatis, sok mau minta maaf, sok sok sok dan sok lagi. Terserah. Tapi satu saran dari aku kalau kamu benci aku dan blog aku, aku angkat tangan, kalian sendiri kan yang milih buat buka blog ini lagi? Nah, untuk 'Malva', aku sudah bilang sama kamu aku minta maaf dan ga usah visit lagi kalo aku emang bikin kamu sebel. Tapi kamu balik lagi dan aku akui, aku benci kata - kata yang kamu tulis di Cbox. Kita bicara jujur aja disini, tapi kalo kamu sebel, yaudah kenapa kamu visit lagi?!
Please, jangan pake kata kasar lagi, jangan visit kalo kamu benci. Aku minta maaf untuk para Haters, aku ngerti kalo kalian juga nganggap post ini lebay.
PS: Aku minta maaf juga kalau aku jawabnya sering pedes kalau kalian comment kasar. Mengertilah, aku emosian, dan aku ga suka sama orang - orang yang kasar. Peace.
Bye.
Dear haters,
Aku ngerti banget kalo kalian ga suka sama aku, aku ngerti kalian pikir aku ini menjijikan atau apalah itu. Tapi aku jelasin, aku bukan sok bisa bahasa inggris. Aku ga mau pamer kalo aku bisa bahasa inggris, walau di mata kalian keliatannya begitu. Aku cuma mau menyalurkan hobi aku disini dan aku mau mempertahankan skill ku di bahasa inggris. Dan satu alasan pribadi, biar temen - temen aku yang jail dari sekolah ga tau aku ngomongin apa. Aku minta maaf kalau itu bikin kalian sebel, dan aku minta maaf kalo menurut kalian blog ini menjijikkan atau bikin kalian enek, pengen muntah dan lain lain. Dan lebih mudah bagi aku untuk menulis cerita/pengalamanku dengan bahasa inggris dibanding bahasa indonesia. Aku pakai bahasa asli kita kalau aku lagi ngomong, komunikasi secara verbal, lisan dan apapun kalian mau nyebut itu apa. Sekali lagi aku minta maaf, oke? Terserahlah kalau kalian mau comment lagi aku ini sok dramatis, sok mau minta maaf, sok sok sok dan sok lagi. Terserah. Tapi satu saran dari aku kalau kamu benci aku dan blog aku, aku angkat tangan, kalian sendiri kan yang milih buat buka blog ini lagi? Nah, untuk 'Malva', aku sudah bilang sama kamu aku minta maaf dan ga usah visit lagi kalo aku emang bikin kamu sebel. Tapi kamu balik lagi dan aku akui, aku benci kata - kata yang kamu tulis di Cbox. Kita bicara jujur aja disini, tapi kalo kamu sebel, yaudah kenapa kamu visit lagi?!
Please, jangan pake kata kasar lagi, jangan visit kalo kamu benci. Aku minta maaf untuk para Haters, aku ngerti kalo kalian juga nganggap post ini lebay.
PS: Aku minta maaf juga kalau aku jawabnya sering pedes kalau kalian comment kasar. Mengertilah, aku emosian, dan aku ga suka sama orang - orang yang kasar. Peace.
Bye.
Jumat, 13 Juni 2014
The Red Expirience + RED Tour Clips
Hey guys. How ya doin? 4th of June.. was the best day of my life.. Who else reading this also watch Taylor that night? Let me tell you. She. Was. Killing. It. The crowd is soooo loud and wild, even Taylor said that.
Love Story Clip
The Lucky One Clip
Fifteen Clip
22 Clip
I Knew You Were Trouble Clip
All Too Well Clip
You Belong With Me Clip
Mean Clip
IT was AWESOME!! Right, right? I know this post have been extremely long but I'm just gonna say the expirience and be done with it. Well, I didn't get the ticket to the Club Red, so sad :( But The most precious thing of that night is that we all never quit screaming, and shouting, and singing and dancing and be wild. It was my first concert and the best. Ever.
I hope you liked it, I'm sorry if my blog is disgusting or random or too english (quote Malva from the Cbox) or I'm being showing off my english quality (quote Malva again). Just, I'm sorry of my flaws, okay? I'm sorry for Malva, and other people in the cbox or the comment who hates my blog and me. I'm sorry for making your life miserable with the presence of my blog.
Peace, I'm out.
Taylor Swift
I can hear the crowd from my dressing room so either A) Jakarta crowds are the loudest EVER or B) Jakarta arenas have super thin walls.
WOAH so it was definitely option A. Excellent work, Jakarta.
See? I was wearing the Junior Jewels shirt that Taylor wears on her You Belong With Me music video, and I write all over it. And I write 13 on my hand and also write RED quotes in all over my hands. With Eyeliner. Credit to Maybelline for that. I will show you the pic so if Tay's doing a concert here again this might would be an inspiration for you. So enough for the chit chat, let's move on to the pics and vids, shall we?
Click to zoom in
I'm sorry for the delay since 4h of june for Indra Apsari's brother whom untill now i didn't know his name (I'm sorryyyy...) . Well, he's a swiftie too and I promised to him and his sister to post Tay's clips from the Tour. But, I couldn't find the video ANYWHERE. Literally, anywhere. And maybe he already look up the video in the youtube like som of you might too. But, I think I'll just make it simple so you don't have to search again and I pick the best vids (I think) from thousands of them. Bunch of them even only 16 seconds long. But, I think YouTube people have better quality and stuff in their vids rater than mine sooo... Here it is.
(I'm sorry for the buzz and all the singing though. But he he hey, we all love Taylor more than anything :))
State of Grace Clip
(I'm sorry for the buzz and all the singing though. But he he hey, we all love Taylor more than anything :))
State of Grace Clip
Red Clip
Holy Ground Clip
Sparks Fly Clip (I put my heart hand motion up and make my love for Taylor goes up till over maximum when she sang this :) you know why.) And please do not blame me for the thumbnail.
The Lucky One Clip
Fifteen Clip
22 Clip
I Knew You Were Trouble Clip
All Too Well Clip
You Belong With Me Clip
Mean Clip
We Are Never Ever Getting Back Together (Ending) Clip
I hope you liked it, I'm sorry if my blog is disgusting or random or too english (quote Malva from the Cbox) or I'm being showing off my english quality (quote Malva again). Just, I'm sorry of my flaws, okay? I'm sorry for Malva, and other people in the cbox or the comment who hates my blog and me. I'm sorry for making your life miserable with the presence of my blog.
Peace, I'm out.
Senin, 02 Juni 2014
Someone's Turning 12
Today is 2 June 2014... The day I've waited for so long but when it did came, I feel so... Empty. You know, someone's turning 12 today. Someone that have the new life, and unfortunately I'm not a part of it. You know who it is. Small, loud, curly, insecure, funny, adorable, charming, loving... You just know. I do not want to say his name nor his inisial. Just.. too hurtful, okay? Because I still remember the exact same day last year, when me and my girls set a muffin in his desk. And how he said it was a very good muffin. Ha. Memories.
Anywhoo... Happy Birthday, I'm wishing you all the best. Always. I'm sorry I always did the same mistake over and over again. Just, I'm sorry now. I hope you become a good big brother for your siblings, become a good son for your mom and dad, become a bright child in your future Junior High, become a good boy for whoever girl you might be dating in the future, just.. be a good boy. If you're reading this right now, I just wanna say happy birthday.
Don't forget about me, please?
Minggu, 01 Juni 2014
Latest Entries | NYX Face Awards | spreadinsunshine15
Latest Entries | NYX Face Awards
Hey guys, so I know some of you reading my blog is girls and I know maybe some of you doesn't care about makeup but... As you might know, one of my favorite youtuber/ beauty guru is spreadinsunshine15 and a few days ago she got to the top 30 in NYX Face Award 2014 and she do an Unboxing Video of the gift and I will link that down bellow. As if some of you might know, NYX is a makeup brand. Now, the Face Awards has been in round 2 and you can vote in that blue link above 3 times a day to help her win. I'm not trying to promote here.. which I guess actually what I'm doing.. but I just want to help my role model to win. And I will apriciate it soooo much if you want to vote 3 times a day whether you're a boy or a girl and I'm sure Courtney will too :)
Cheers
Nyx Face Award Top 30 Unboxing : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MWX61UeKH9A
Hey guys, so I know some of you reading my blog is girls and I know maybe some of you doesn't care about makeup but... As you might know, one of my favorite youtuber/ beauty guru is spreadinsunshine15 and a few days ago she got to the top 30 in NYX Face Award 2014 and she do an Unboxing Video of the gift and I will link that down bellow. As if some of you might know, NYX is a makeup brand. Now, the Face Awards has been in round 2 and you can vote in that blue link above 3 times a day to help her win. I'm not trying to promote here.. which I guess actually what I'm doing.. but I just want to help my role model to win. And I will apriciate it soooo much if you want to vote 3 times a day whether you're a boy or a girl and I'm sure Courtney will too :)
Cheers
Nyx Face Award Top 30 Unboxing : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MWX61UeKH9A
Minggu, 18 Mei 2014
The Moment of Truth
Hi there.
It's already been more than a week since my last post, and that amount of time must be giving you a relieve because I'm not here to wreck your day. But anyways, the USBD is getting soooo close. And I have to study more. The good thing is, I could spend 2 days lying in my bed. Looking patheticly horrible. Does this thing happen to you? Everytime (well not every.) I have a bizzare event like a birthday party, a giant test.. etc. I always have a cold attack. And mine now is even worse than cold. The cold have pluses, which giving me headache. Does that happen to you? Does it? Does it? My mom used to say though "That's just a kid attack, honey. You'll be alright.". I don't know what the hell kid attack is and I ain't got no children, so I don't know.
So, to all 6th grader out there in indonesia. I wish ya'll will nailed the USBD. and I wish ya'll doesn't worried you're not getting 28,9 or higher for your NEM. Teacher's been haunting me for 6 month with the same thing "You guys have to catch it, you know you gonna get the 30. You can do it! Beat the SDN 00.". They comparing us to other school so I'm a little bit scared about that. Well, this is the moment of truth. I hope ya'll having a great week.
May the odds be ever in your favor
It's already been more than a week since my last post, and that amount of time must be giving you a relieve because I'm not here to wreck your day. But anyways, the USBD is getting soooo close. And I have to study more. The good thing is, I could spend 2 days lying in my bed. Looking patheticly horrible. Does this thing happen to you? Everytime (well not every.) I have a bizzare event like a birthday party, a giant test.. etc. I always have a cold attack. And mine now is even worse than cold. The cold have pluses, which giving me headache. Does that happen to you? Does it? Does it? My mom used to say though "That's just a kid attack, honey. You'll be alright.". I don't know what the hell kid attack is and I ain't got no children, so I don't know.
So, to all 6th grader out there in indonesia. I wish ya'll will nailed the USBD. and I wish ya'll doesn't worried you're not getting 28,9 or higher for your NEM. Teacher's been haunting me for 6 month with the same thing "You guys have to catch it, you know you gonna get the 30. You can do it! Beat the SDN 00.". They comparing us to other school so I'm a little bit scared about that. Well, this is the moment of truth. I hope ya'll having a great week.
May the odds be ever in your favor
Kamis, 08 Mei 2014
12
So. Today. I just turned 12! Probably no one cares but I'm gonna talk about it anyway. I'm not trying to show off or something, I'm just gonna share it to you.
I bought cake, and pizza to celebrate with my family and my 3 besties. Well, the 4 of us did ate the whole 3 box of the pizza. The cake I bought in Harvest and I ask them to write "From District 12, May the odds be ever in your favor". It perfectly match. But.... The presents is a whole another story.
Zahra gave me a.. somekind of a large wallet/pencil case that have a vintage UK-Paris style pattern on it. And believe me.. She also gave me a pen, that have a cap that shape toilet-sucker. You know that thing? The one that usually coloured red, a stick with round, elastic thing to suck something on toilet? That gift gives me the loudest laugh of the month. And then Tiwi gave me a eiffel tower patterned pencil case and Fildzah gave me a phone-case-ish little bag that's coloured green, a pink-black bow pin and a pyramid shaped little bag in the colour of pink.
But the most special gift (beside that toilet sucker pen) is this hard paper eiffel tower
For the lad that give me this beautiful thing.. Aku kenal eiffel tower ini. Aku ingat saat kita bahas benda ini. dan aku bisa bilang apa lagi? Aku ga berani face to face, jadi.. Terimakasih. Banyak. You don't know, but this mean so much for me. Thank you.
Thank you so much for ya'll who cares about the day I was born.
Thank you.
I bought cake, and pizza to celebrate with my family and my 3 besties. Well, the 4 of us did ate the whole 3 box of the pizza. The cake I bought in Harvest and I ask them to write "From District 12, May the odds be ever in your favor". It perfectly match. But.... The presents is a whole another story.
Zahra gave me a.. somekind of a large wallet/pencil case that have a vintage UK-Paris style pattern on it. And believe me.. She also gave me a pen, that have a cap that shape toilet-sucker. You know that thing? The one that usually coloured red, a stick with round, elastic thing to suck something on toilet? That gift gives me the loudest laugh of the month. And then Tiwi gave me a eiffel tower patterned pencil case and Fildzah gave me a phone-case-ish little bag that's coloured green, a pink-black bow pin and a pyramid shaped little bag in the colour of pink.
Thank you so much for ya'll who cares about the day I was born.
Thank you.
Minggu, 04 Mei 2014
Audrey Hepburn, 85th Birthday
Apparently, one of my favorite actress born today. 4 days before mine. Who doesn't know Audrey Hepburn? Star of Breakfast at Tiffany's, Funny Face and many more. She was active on... Hollywood's golden age, I don't know what decade it is, or at least I forgot. Well, she was born on May 4, 1929 on Ixelles and died on January 20, 1993 on Tolochenaz, Switzerland. Died on the age of 64 years old. Well, as a tribute to her, shall we post the picture?
Audrey Hepburn
May 4 1929 - January 20 1993
Will always be one of my role model
Rabu, 30 April 2014
You Decide
Hei, it's have been a while.
So, let's just use bahasa disini. Biar siapapun yang (mungkin) baca post ini bisa ngerti.
Oke, Ibuku ngasih netbook aku balik lebih awal. Dan aku harus berterima kasih pada salah satu guruku untuk itu. Sekarang, aku tahu aku dulu lebay. Alay. Ngeselin. Yeah, aku tahu, I suck. Aku masih aku yang dulu, cuma sebagian dari aku udah sedikit berubah, dan yang membuat aku agak iritasi adalah post - post lama aku yang memalukan. All craps about 212521. Sekarang, bagi kamu yang mungkin dengan setianya mengikuti aku dari masa lebay aku sampai sekarang, yang mungkin agak muak sama post aku dulu, bagi kamu yang dibalik layar, I need your help to decide.
Haruskah aku hapus post - post aku yang lama, atau haruskah aku biarkan saja?
Now, aku ga mau baca kata terserah. Please bantu aku mutusin. Bantu aku dengan comment, Ya atau Tidak. Meanwhile, aku off dulu sampai udah ada yang comment.
You decide.
So, let's just use bahasa disini. Biar siapapun yang (mungkin) baca post ini bisa ngerti.
Oke, Ibuku ngasih netbook aku balik lebih awal. Dan aku harus berterima kasih pada salah satu guruku untuk itu. Sekarang, aku tahu aku dulu lebay. Alay. Ngeselin. Yeah, aku tahu, I suck. Aku masih aku yang dulu, cuma sebagian dari aku udah sedikit berubah, dan yang membuat aku agak iritasi adalah post - post lama aku yang memalukan. All craps about 212521. Sekarang, bagi kamu yang mungkin dengan setianya mengikuti aku dari masa lebay aku sampai sekarang, yang mungkin agak muak sama post aku dulu, bagi kamu yang dibalik layar, I need your help to decide.
Haruskah aku hapus post - post aku yang lama, atau haruskah aku biarkan saja?
Now, aku ga mau baca kata terserah. Please bantu aku mutusin. Bantu aku dengan comment, Ya atau Tidak. Meanwhile, aku off dulu sampai udah ada yang comment.
You decide.
I'd Lie
I don't think that passanger seat has ever look this good to me. He tells me about his night, and I count the colours in his eyes. He'd never fall in love, he swears, as he run his fingers through his hair. I'm laughing because I hope he's wrong, and I don't think it ever crosses his mind. He tells a joke, I fake a smile, that I know all his favorite songs.
And I could tell you, his favorite colour's green. He loves to argue, born on the sixth day of the first month. His mother's beautiful, he has his father's eyes. And if you ask me if I love him, I'd lie.
He looks around the room, innocently overlooks the truth. Shouldn't a light go on, doesn't he know that I've had him memorized for so long? He sees everything black and white, never let nobody see him cry. I don't let nobody see me wishing he was mine. He stands there, then walks away. My God, if I could only say.. I'm holding every breath for you.
He'd never tell you, but he could play piano. I think he can see through everythig but my heart. My first thought when I wake up is 'My God, he's beautiful.'. So I put on my make-up and pray for a miracle.
Yes, I could tell you, his favorite colour's green. He loves to argue, and it kills me. His mother's beautiful, he has his father's eyes. And if you ask me if I love him,
I'd lie.
Note : open this to make you think I'm not as tacky as you thought http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fa2nm7WXHck
And I could tell you, his favorite colour's green. He loves to argue, born on the sixth day of the first month. His mother's beautiful, he has his father's eyes. And if you ask me if I love him, I'd lie.
He looks around the room, innocently overlooks the truth. Shouldn't a light go on, doesn't he know that I've had him memorized for so long? He sees everything black and white, never let nobody see him cry. I don't let nobody see me wishing he was mine. He stands there, then walks away. My God, if I could only say.. I'm holding every breath for you.
He'd never tell you, but he could play piano. I think he can see through everythig but my heart. My first thought when I wake up is 'My God, he's beautiful.'. So I put on my make-up and pray for a miracle.
Yes, I could tell you, his favorite colour's green. He loves to argue, and it kills me. His mother's beautiful, he has his father's eyes. And if you ask me if I love him,
I'd lie.
Note : open this to make you think I'm not as tacky as you thought http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fa2nm7WXHck
Senin, 31 Maret 2014
Goodbye
It's been a while.
April starts tomorrow, and for reminiscing March, all I can say is : March is a wet month. I cried a lot, I do mistakes a lot, I hurt people a lot, and I did make my mom cry.
I earned my first broken heart from my first love this month, I cried a lot for that. But, I wake up and I found someone new. Someone I know would put my heart back to normal, and someone I know would never hurt me even if I hurt him. He will constantly making me laugh, and I know he doesn't try to do that. He never try. He just did. And I don't need chocolate to prove that. And that's what I get from 212521 and Sunday. 2 boys that have making me stronger and 2 boys that have given me a lesson that believe me, I wouldn't forget for the rest of my life.
I earn my biggest fight with my parents this month. And that's all is my fault. I am selfish, I am careless, I am mean, I am a devil and a demon. I am a pain for everyone. And for my whole life, I never actually have try to fix myself. I kept running around making scar in my family's heart and especially in my mom's heart. I am not a girl who have a big ego, and I never been able to tell what I feel. But deep in my heart, I am sorry. I'm sorry, Mom. I really do. And I know I didn't say it. But I'm sorry.
I earn strenghth from my best friends this month. I feel the strugle of my friend, how she survive from the death of her beloved one, and how she's in pain in her own house. I feel the unloved feeling from my other friend, how they tell me about their parents. I realised I'm lucky, I'm lucky, lucky, lucky. I have a loving parents, God smiles on my little brother, inside and out he's better than I am. My friends are not as lucky as I am, but they're not like me. They're thankful, they're nice, and all I do is try to be like them.
And last but not least, I earn new resolution. I swear I'll be a better girl. I swear I will try. Am I sound like someone's dying? But, yeah. I cried a lot, but I earned lessons this month. So, March is actually a pretty deep month.
And you, earn a goodbye from me. As a punishement for my serious attitude I've done, my parents took my netbook and my radio. So, no internet and music for me for a month if I behave. It's a hell for me, but I earned it. It's my fault. So, I won't write any posts and on on disqus nor YouTube for at least 1 month. It's for the good, isn't it?
Don't look for me.
May the odds be ever in your favor
Goodbye,
Frey
April starts tomorrow, and for reminiscing March, all I can say is : March is a wet month. I cried a lot, I do mistakes a lot, I hurt people a lot, and I did make my mom cry.
I earned my first broken heart from my first love this month, I cried a lot for that. But, I wake up and I found someone new. Someone I know would put my heart back to normal, and someone I know would never hurt me even if I hurt him. He will constantly making me laugh, and I know he doesn't try to do that. He never try. He just did. And I don't need chocolate to prove that. And that's what I get from 212521 and Sunday. 2 boys that have making me stronger and 2 boys that have given me a lesson that believe me, I wouldn't forget for the rest of my life.
I earn my biggest fight with my parents this month. And that's all is my fault. I am selfish, I am careless, I am mean, I am a devil and a demon. I am a pain for everyone. And for my whole life, I never actually have try to fix myself. I kept running around making scar in my family's heart and especially in my mom's heart. I am not a girl who have a big ego, and I never been able to tell what I feel. But deep in my heart, I am sorry. I'm sorry, Mom. I really do. And I know I didn't say it. But I'm sorry.
I earn strenghth from my best friends this month. I feel the strugle of my friend, how she survive from the death of her beloved one, and how she's in pain in her own house. I feel the unloved feeling from my other friend, how they tell me about their parents. I realised I'm lucky, I'm lucky, lucky, lucky. I have a loving parents, God smiles on my little brother, inside and out he's better than I am. My friends are not as lucky as I am, but they're not like me. They're thankful, they're nice, and all I do is try to be like them.
And last but not least, I earn new resolution. I swear I'll be a better girl. I swear I will try. Am I sound like someone's dying? But, yeah. I cried a lot, but I earned lessons this month. So, March is actually a pretty deep month.
And you, earn a goodbye from me. As a punishement for my serious attitude I've done, my parents took my netbook and my radio. So, no internet and music for me for a month if I behave. It's a hell for me, but I earned it. It's my fault. So, I won't write any posts and on on disqus nor YouTube for at least 1 month. It's for the good, isn't it?
Don't look for me.
May the odds be ever in your favor
Goodbye,
Frey
Senin, 24 Maret 2014
Holy Ground
I was reminiscing the other day, while having coffee all alone and Lord it took me away. Back to the first glance feeling on the first day of may. Back when you fit in my poems like a perfect rhymes. Took off faster than a green light, shouting "Go!". You skipped the conversation when you already know, I left a note on the door with a joke we'd made and that was the first day.
And darling it was good, never looking down. And right there, beetwen the two class, where we stood is Holy Ground.
Spinning like a girl in a brand new dress, we had this big wide city all to ourselves. We blocked the noise with the sound of 'I need you' and for the first time I had something to lose. And I guess we fell apart in the usual way and the story got dust on every page. But sometimes I wonder how you think about it now, and I see your face in every crowd.
And darling it was good, never looking down. And right there, beetwen the two class, where we stood is Holy Ground.
Tonight I'm gonna dance, for all that we've been through. Tonight I'm gonna dance, like you were in this room. But i don't wanna dance, if I'm not dancing with you.
Right there where we stood is holy ground
And darling it was good, never looking down. And right there, beetwen the two class, where we stood is Holy Ground.
Spinning like a girl in a brand new dress, we had this big wide city all to ourselves. We blocked the noise with the sound of 'I need you' and for the first time I had something to lose. And I guess we fell apart in the usual way and the story got dust on every page. But sometimes I wonder how you think about it now, and I see your face in every crowd.
And darling it was good, never looking down. And right there, beetwen the two class, where we stood is Holy Ground.
Tonight I'm gonna dance, for all that we've been through. Tonight I'm gonna dance, like you were in this room. But i don't wanna dance, if I'm not dancing with you.
Right there where we stood is holy ground
RED
You could not believe what just happen to me....
I don't want to show off but.. I'm going to the RED tour!! It's in MEIS Ancol on like 18.00, 4th of June! I tell you what, I never thought we have a lot of freak swiftie like me out there in Indonesia but believe me, there's ZILLIONS of them. They open the ticket locket on a few Seven Eleven in Jakarta and on online on 4 o'clock in the AFTERNOON, but there's some freaks who waits from 7 in the MORNING. Just for Taylor. I thought there weren't other swiftie that's crazier than ME. I mean, I sleep with Speak Now World Tour Live CD on in my stereo like a whole night. And I still listens to her in the morning, noon, afternoon and night. Is there any freak would be freaker and crazier than that?
Unfortunately, there is. There's this man who bought 4 TICKETS on the DIAMOND section that cost 4 MILLION EACH. And he bought 4. The totall money he paid is 16 million. I'm looking at that amount of rupiah and I believe I spit on my mom's laptop screen. And other fun fact, The Diamond in every section, The Ruby and the Bronze sold out in ONE HOUR. God, Zahra was right.. When my mom bought the ticket online later this afternoon, I was anxiously annoyingly waiting next to her and I was literally praying and all because the page couldn't load. And before that, the lights on my house was turned off, I almost died when the lights finally on again and I really scream "HA! THE ODDS IS STILL IN MY FAVOR! HAHAH!"
It took my mom almost an hour before we could buy the tickets, and in like 10 minutes 500 (more) tickets was already sold. These swifties are nuts.
Oh well, at least I'm not the only one who's cray cray. And I'll save my nail polish for 13.
Hope ya'll have an awesome week,
May the odds be ever in your favor,
Frey
I don't want to show off but.. I'm going to the RED tour!! It's in MEIS Ancol on like 18.00, 4th of June! I tell you what, I never thought we have a lot of freak swiftie like me out there in Indonesia but believe me, there's ZILLIONS of them. They open the ticket locket on a few Seven Eleven in Jakarta and on online on 4 o'clock in the AFTERNOON, but there's some freaks who waits from 7 in the MORNING. Just for Taylor. I thought there weren't other swiftie that's crazier than ME. I mean, I sleep with Speak Now World Tour Live CD on in my stereo like a whole night. And I still listens to her in the morning, noon, afternoon and night. Is there any freak would be freaker and crazier than that?
Unfortunately, there is. There's this man who bought 4 TICKETS on the DIAMOND section that cost 4 MILLION EACH. And he bought 4. The totall money he paid is 16 million. I'm looking at that amount of rupiah and I believe I spit on my mom's laptop screen. And other fun fact, The Diamond in every section, The Ruby and the Bronze sold out in ONE HOUR. God, Zahra was right.. When my mom bought the ticket online later this afternoon, I was anxiously annoyingly waiting next to her and I was literally praying and all because the page couldn't load. And before that, the lights on my house was turned off, I almost died when the lights finally on again and I really scream "HA! THE ODDS IS STILL IN MY FAVOR! HAHAH!"
It took my mom almost an hour before we could buy the tickets, and in like 10 minutes 500 (more) tickets was already sold. These swifties are nuts.
Oh well, at least I'm not the only one who's cray cray. And I'll save my nail polish for 13.
Hope ya'll have an awesome week,
May the odds be ever in your favor,
Frey
Minggu, 23 Maret 2014
Swamp Family
Hey ya'll. It's been a while..
Okay, so I found this channel : grav3yardgirl, the youtuber name is Bunny, she's a girl obviously. And she makes random types of video. She makes this series name : DOES THIS THING REALLY WORK? Where she buy random new products, as seen on TV or the never seen one, and then test it in a video to know if that thing really works. Bunny is from texas so she have this funny accent like actors in The Help and she is hillarious. Very hillarious. I peed in my pants later this afternoon while I watch the video. No, seriously. She called her subscriber, not a subscriber, but Swamp Family. I've become a Swamp Family :D She always has this thing for Aligators. She always say : 'Hit that button and subscribe. Become the member of Swamp Family and give the aligator its wings' towards the ends of her video. She always have this odd habbit doing Sipy Sipy when she sips her tea (she loves tea) and say 'Ahhhh' while she violently throw her head back. She's so hillarious. Here's some of her vids so you could go to her channel at this blue sentence and hit that button, subscribe and give the alligator its wings.
So, since I have to study for tomorrow's final exam (god, final exam makes me feel more sad because I only have 2 or 3 months with my besties, either it's boy or a girl. Hiks.), I gotta go.
So take a minute and hit that button and like this post, and give this alligator its wings.
Hope ya'll have a great weekend,
May the odds be ever in your favor
Frey
Kamis, 20 Maret 2014
Kid's Choice Award
Okay, I know I have to study.. But I still have time this afternoon to sit here and do nothing. But instead of looking like a pathetic and doing nothing here, I'll vote for the Kid's Choice Award. It's on here. Believe me, there's a lot of categories.Favorite Actor, Favorite Actress, Favorite Female Singer, Favorite Male Singer, Favorite Book, Favorite Movie, and many other Favorite. There's some tricky options on some nominations, but when it comes to male nomination but I don't even know who the hell they are and what they do, I just pick the good looking one.
Lately, I'm addicted with Jennifer Lawrence and The Hunger Games of course. And also, I have addicted with Tolkien's The Hobbit too. And lately, I really love Diary of Wimpy Kid AND Harry Potter (True Potterhead here) too. Then, I've watch Sandra Bullock and a lot lately. This is why when it gets Favorite Female Buttkicker and Favorite Book, I get confused. In Favorite Female Buttkicker, there's Sandra Bullock for Gravity, Jennifer Lawrence on The Hunger Games : Catching Fire, Evangeline Lilly for The Hobbit, and Jena Malone (I think) for The Hunger Games : Catching Fire. I'm lost. I love all the movies in the nomination and especially, the actresses. What do I have to choose?? But then, I'll stick on Jennifer. Just because I love you Katniss. And Suzanne too.
Then when it comes to the Favorite Book, I get lost even more. There's Diary of Wimpy Kid, Harry Potter Series, The Hobbit AND The Hunger Games Series. I mean come on. They all darlings and I love them all. ALL. Okay, I'll leave The Hobbit, just for now. But then, it comes to Wimpy Kid, Potter and The Games. I think I'm gonna leave the Wimpy Kid, just for now again. And there's still Potter and Katniss. Ugh, who to choose? Ah, screw. I'll pick them both. I could for the second time.
But then, Taylor nominated too. Yay! Also, Katy Perry, Selena Gomez and many other big artists. I've heard (I hope it's not true), COBOY JUNIOR is going to be nominated too. And I was like "What the hell..?" Man, it's coboy junior. Didn't KCA have other better option? I'm sorry for my friend there, Bryan. I'm really sorry if you really are a Comate. I'm just telling the truth here. Well, I don't know yet, I'll run through the voting part. Well, I didn't see them but I search and they were nominated for Favorite Asian Act. But after I put that on the link, nothing happens so... I don't know. Even if they showed up I wouldn't pick them.
So, if you guys want to vote the link is above there somewhere in the blue 'here' thingy, but if you're too lazy to go all the way up again, the link is in this blue underlined thingie.
I hope you had a great day :)
May the odds be ever in your favor,
Frey
Lately, I'm addicted with Jennifer Lawrence and The Hunger Games of course. And also, I have addicted with Tolkien's The Hobbit too. And lately, I really love Diary of Wimpy Kid AND Harry Potter (True Potterhead here) too. Then, I've watch Sandra Bullock and a lot lately. This is why when it gets Favorite Female Buttkicker and Favorite Book, I get confused. In Favorite Female Buttkicker, there's Sandra Bullock for Gravity, Jennifer Lawrence on The Hunger Games : Catching Fire, Evangeline Lilly for The Hobbit, and Jena Malone (I think) for The Hunger Games : Catching Fire. I'm lost. I love all the movies in the nomination and especially, the actresses. What do I have to choose?? But then, I'll stick on Jennifer. Just because I love you Katniss. And Suzanne too.
Then when it comes to the Favorite Book, I get lost even more. There's Diary of Wimpy Kid, Harry Potter Series, The Hobbit AND The Hunger Games Series. I mean come on. They all darlings and I love them all. ALL. Okay, I'll leave The Hobbit, just for now. But then, it comes to Wimpy Kid, Potter and The Games. I think I'm gonna leave the Wimpy Kid, just for now again. And there's still Potter and Katniss. Ugh, who to choose? Ah, screw. I'll pick them both. I could for the second time.
But then, Taylor nominated too. Yay! Also, Katy Perry, Selena Gomez and many other big artists. I've heard (I hope it's not true), COBOY JUNIOR is going to be nominated too. And I was like "What the hell..?" Man, it's coboy junior. Didn't KCA have other better option? I'm sorry for my friend there, Bryan. I'm really sorry if you really are a Comate. I'm just telling the truth here. Well, I don't know yet, I'll run through the voting part. Well, I didn't see them but I search and they were nominated for Favorite Asian Act. But after I put that on the link, nothing happens so... I don't know. Even if they showed up I wouldn't pick them.
So, if you guys want to vote the link is above there somewhere in the blue 'here' thingy, but if you're too lazy to go all the way up again, the link is in this blue underlined thingie.
I hope you had a great day :)
May the odds be ever in your favor,
Frey
Rabu, 19 Maret 2014
To Survive This Week
I just realise I'm overwhelmed. There's a lot of big tests, like a lot and it's so goshdamn frustating. I don't know if it's just my school or any other school did this mean thing too, but they make us do 5 more try outs then it usually are. It's 5, man. It'll be nothing if it's just 1 or 2, but this is 5. 5 ya'll. Oh I'm sorry, did I said 5? I mean 6. I just notice the little "Arabic" note on my paper. Yeah, so 5 plus the Arabic. Make it 6. Like come on, I'm getting lack of sleep, I'm pretty sick this week, I'm stressed this week and all. Then there's still the UTS thingies. When will it end?! Did you feel the same? You, yes you, 6 grader out there?
And, yesterday, my stomach had a totall meltdown. I don't know if it's mad at me, or just tired. I woke up in the morning, feeling sick and trying not to throw up. I didn't eat the breakfast that morning because I'm scared the bread will sneak out again. So, I didn't eat until the recess and when I did, I eat half of a burger. I stopped because I felt really sick, I run to the school's toilet and then throw up. I vomit all the energies I need. So that's the first, after that, everytime i stand up I feel like I'll throw all of what's inside my body. But, I still need to eat, then in the noon, I have to eat something and when I do, I throw up again. After that, I throw twice more. Believe me, It's not fun being me yesterday. Yes, yes, I'm pathetic. Just say it, won't bothers me. Guess that the odds are not in my favor this moment.
So here I am, looking so freaking creepy with the panda eyes, big-mommy cardigan, and lots of papers around me. My only question now is not about IPS or anything. Can I survive this week?!
I hope you who's in my grade now, or in my age understands me. Hope ya'll have a great day.
May the odds be ever in your favor,
Frey
And, yesterday, my stomach had a totall meltdown. I don't know if it's mad at me, or just tired. I woke up in the morning, feeling sick and trying not to throw up. I didn't eat the breakfast that morning because I'm scared the bread will sneak out again. So, I didn't eat until the recess and when I did, I eat half of a burger. I stopped because I felt really sick, I run to the school's toilet and then throw up. I vomit all the energies I need. So that's the first, after that, everytime i stand up I feel like I'll throw all of what's inside my body. But, I still need to eat, then in the noon, I have to eat something and when I do, I throw up again. After that, I throw twice more. Believe me, It's not fun being me yesterday. Yes, yes, I'm pathetic. Just say it, won't bothers me. Guess that the odds are not in my favor this moment.
So here I am, looking so freaking creepy with the panda eyes, big-mommy cardigan, and lots of papers around me. My only question now is not about IPS or anything. Can I survive this week?!
I hope you who's in my grade now, or in my age understands me. Hope ya'll have a great day.
May the odds be ever in your favor,
Frey
Senin, 17 Maret 2014
Coffee
Yes, I know I'm not even 12... But I'm already a coffee addict. Coffee lover? The lover of coffee? Well I don't know, just call it whatever you want.
The only brand that makes me fell in love in first drink is Starbucks. Don't you just love starbucks? I mean, how the smell of coffee in the air when you walk in just makes me so happy. I know I have a lot of options, but I'm seriously in love with Vanilla Latte. I at least have to drink one of them once a week, just to satisfy myself and makes me concentrated. I don't know if this is true, but I think coffee do makes me focus. I'm an ADD sufferer, ADD means I couldn't just focus in one thing, never. Everytime I do something, some other thoughts will popped into my brain and blew everything. Like now, I was thinking of how nice it is to take a shower until coffee pops in again. It sucks seriously, but anyway, I'm talking about coffee now. Not my ADD.
So, about 2 or 3 weeks ago, I found a Starbucks' iced coffee ready brew and sweetened in my mom's cooking drawer and when I tried it, it tasted EXACTLY like vanilla latte if you pour it with greenfield milk. Seriously, I'm enjoying my exploration that day because I could finally brought starbucks home. So, for you coffee addict outside.. if you don't know this thing yet, and you want to try it. Here's the pic :
I captured it with my webcam and the quality is not good so, I'm so sorry. And I'm upside downing my netbook for this so thank me later. I think this'll nice with hot milk too, I'm gonna try it when I started studying tonight.
I hope you had a nice day, like mine.
May the odds be ever in your favor :)
Frey
The only brand that makes me fell in love in first drink is Starbucks. Don't you just love starbucks? I mean, how the smell of coffee in the air when you walk in just makes me so happy. I know I have a lot of options, but I'm seriously in love with Vanilla Latte. I at least have to drink one of them once a week, just to satisfy myself and makes me concentrated. I don't know if this is true, but I think coffee do makes me focus. I'm an ADD sufferer, ADD means I couldn't just focus in one thing, never. Everytime I do something, some other thoughts will popped into my brain and blew everything. Like now, I was thinking of how nice it is to take a shower until coffee pops in again. It sucks seriously, but anyway, I'm talking about coffee now. Not my ADD.
So, about 2 or 3 weeks ago, I found a Starbucks' iced coffee ready brew and sweetened in my mom's cooking drawer and when I tried it, it tasted EXACTLY like vanilla latte if you pour it with greenfield milk. Seriously, I'm enjoying my exploration that day because I could finally brought starbucks home. So, for you coffee addict outside.. if you don't know this thing yet, and you want to try it. Here's the pic :
I hope you had a nice day, like mine.
May the odds be ever in your favor :)
Frey
Minggu, 16 Maret 2014
The Beautiful Moment
Yep, the teachers makes us to do this thing. Again. This time, the whole 6 grader were in and you know, it was much more fun if the boys and the girls are together. Honest. The teacher told us to bring along one corn and I thought they were kidding but, they even have the burning thingy. And they even have coals. So, we burn sausages and our corns in the night after we study and watch Forrest Gump together. It was real fun. The smoke was everywhere, the laughs was everywhere, and the fire makes the lights go wild and seriously, it was the most beautiful moment in my entire life. We were all together and that's more than enough for me. I swore to myself I will remember this moment forever. The boys were damn funny, they fan the corns but sometimes they fan themseleves. We were laughing so hard. But the annoying part is my corn didn't get to get burned so I just eat the sausage. But, I don't mind, the sausage's really good. Even though I didn't get to burn them, either. Before that, we were praying and studying and everything in the musholla and seriously, it was damn hot. Like veryyyy hooott. I was sweating, my hair was wet and my face turn greasy after 5 minutes.
And what's even more annoying is we have to wake up at 5 a m and the teacher didn't let us to sleep again. Ughhh.. But, later that night when we were watching Forrest Gump (I've watched it for like 1000 times so I remember all the details.), I was sitting right next to him and seriously, I laughed more often than I focus to the film because he was really funny. All kinds of things that he did, like.. how he move and how he breathe. It was just... You know. And I could see him smiling closer than I ever seen so, yeah. Then, when we finally get to sleep, I was doing riddiculous thing with my bestie, Tiwi. We went to the toilet, pass to the boys room and I watch them sleeping for a while. But i didn't get to see them. It was real dark. Then in the bathroom, she open up her veil and seriously, her hair was as thick as rapunzel's hair and it was as long as her waist. I think It was longer than her waist. Anyway, I braid her hair and she practically turned into an indonesian rapunzel. Then when we go back to the room, there's 2 other girls that haven't sleep yet and we braid each other's hair. Then we finally went to sleep on 1 o' clock. Oh yeah, the lights went off for a minute before that, and we thought it was gonna last forever and we started screaming because it was so dark. but, it was on before we could save ourself. we, girls, are hard to get to sleep so the miss who's get to watch us is screaming to makes us sleep but we still screaming and laughing and everything. It was fun.
Then in the morning, we, 6th grader, have to perform in front of like 50 parents. We have to went home and clean ourself. And when I have to go back, I have to go with motorcycle. When we're close to the school, I saw his car and I was saying dirty words because I was soo embarrased. But after that, I get shaking and else because we have to perform in that much of an audience. Hadahadahada..
And then, I went back home and sleep from 14.00 in the saturday and wake up on 8 am in Sunday. I woke up in the night before that just to get a dinner then go back to hibernate. That was my record.
I went to get some vintage dresses with my mom and I was freaking happy :D But now, I have to study my butts of for tomorrow's try out. Georgeous.
I hope you have a great week :)
May the odds be ever in your favor,
Frey
And what's even more annoying is we have to wake up at 5 a m and the teacher didn't let us to sleep again. Ughhh.. But, later that night when we were watching Forrest Gump (I've watched it for like 1000 times so I remember all the details.), I was sitting right next to him and seriously, I laughed more often than I focus to the film because he was really funny. All kinds of things that he did, like.. how he move and how he breathe. It was just... You know. And I could see him smiling closer than I ever seen so, yeah. Then, when we finally get to sleep, I was doing riddiculous thing with my bestie, Tiwi. We went to the toilet, pass to the boys room and I watch them sleeping for a while. But i didn't get to see them. It was real dark. Then in the bathroom, she open up her veil and seriously, her hair was as thick as rapunzel's hair and it was as long as her waist. I think It was longer than her waist. Anyway, I braid her hair and she practically turned into an indonesian rapunzel. Then when we go back to the room, there's 2 other girls that haven't sleep yet and we braid each other's hair. Then we finally went to sleep on 1 o' clock. Oh yeah, the lights went off for a minute before that, and we thought it was gonna last forever and we started screaming because it was so dark. but, it was on before we could save ourself. we, girls, are hard to get to sleep so the miss who's get to watch us is screaming to makes us sleep but we still screaming and laughing and everything. It was fun.
Then in the morning, we, 6th grader, have to perform in front of like 50 parents. We have to went home and clean ourself. And when I have to go back, I have to go with motorcycle. When we're close to the school, I saw his car and I was saying dirty words because I was soo embarrased. But after that, I get shaking and else because we have to perform in that much of an audience. Hadahadahada..
And then, I went back home and sleep from 14.00 in the saturday and wake up on 8 am in Sunday. I woke up in the night before that just to get a dinner then go back to hibernate. That was my record.
I went to get some vintage dresses with my mom and I was freaking happy :D But now, I have to study my butts of for tomorrow's try out. Georgeous.
I hope you have a great week :)
May the odds be ever in your favor,
Frey
Rabu, 12 Maret 2014
Reborn
Yep. i'm reborn. From all those fightings and jealouses, and not-communicating thingies, we finally gave it up. Yep, you're lucky. There'll be no craps about my love life, with him or any other boy. But I do like another boy, though.
So, I'll stop craping around talking about love. No. I'll just talk about my last days in 6 grader, my girl best friends, my boy bestfriends, my 'sparks fly', and photos. Just that. In my last post, I talk about this boy that gave me butterflies and his smile is so damn beautiful, that I see sparks fly when he smiled. I mean it. I just mention it so in the future I don't have to mention it. I know the boy wouldn't like if I blabber around about him. Now, I'm reborn! Bet you happy with this new me because this new me are not that LEBAY. Okay, today, after fearless, I just want to share some picture of.. my hand.
That's what Taylor said and I am agree with her.
That's what Taylor said again and I feel this feeling.
I also pack up everything about the last him and thow it all to a box then throw the box into my upper drawer of my closet. Not 'that' closet but the closet you use to keep your clothes. I'm literally sharing my body part to the world. Is that bad? And, fun fact : I have the JANICE voice. I kinda lost my voice. I said kind of. Not forever. My voice is like a radio trying to get a good signal. Once it's so good, and then it lost it, then good again, then lost it again. It goes like that back and forth back and forth back an forth for this past 24 hours. But I still sing Sparks Fly, For The First Time In Forever and All I Want For Christmas out loud though. And I learn something new from heatless curls. I did Katniss' Reaping Braid for someone's wedding and my mom did the braid when my hair is still damp so, when i open it, my hair got a damn cool waves! It was beautiful. I did it again last night and the improvement was awesome too. So, try girls. If you have hair, try.
I hope you had a great day :)
May the odds be ever in your favor,
Frey
So, I'll stop craping around talking about love. No. I'll just talk about my last days in 6 grader, my girl best friends, my boy bestfriends, my 'sparks fly', and photos. Just that. In my last post, I talk about this boy that gave me butterflies and his smile is so damn beautiful, that I see sparks fly when he smiled. I mean it. I just mention it so in the future I don't have to mention it. I know the boy wouldn't like if I blabber around about him. Now, I'm reborn! Bet you happy with this new me because this new me are not that LEBAY. Okay, today, after fearless, I just want to share some picture of.. my hand.
I also pack up everything about the last him and thow it all to a box then throw the box into my upper drawer of my closet. Not 'that' closet but the closet you use to keep your clothes. I'm literally sharing my body part to the world. Is that bad? And, fun fact : I have the JANICE voice. I kinda lost my voice. I said kind of. Not forever. My voice is like a radio trying to get a good signal. Once it's so good, and then it lost it, then good again, then lost it again. It goes like that back and forth back and forth back an forth for this past 24 hours. But I still sing Sparks Fly, For The First Time In Forever and All I Want For Christmas out loud though. And I learn something new from heatless curls. I did Katniss' Reaping Braid for someone's wedding and my mom did the braid when my hair is still damp so, when i open it, my hair got a damn cool waves! It was beautiful. I did it again last night and the improvement was awesome too. So, try girls. If you have hair, try.
I hope you had a great day :)
May the odds be ever in your favor,
Frey
Fearless
There's something about the way the street looks when it's just rained. There's a glow off the pavement, and you walk me to the car. And you know, I want to ask you to dance right there, in the middle of the parkling lot. We're driving down the road, I wonder if you know.. I'm trying so hard not to get caught up now, but you're just so cool, run your hand through your hair. Absent mindedly, making me want you.
And you know how it gets better than this, you take my hand and drag me head first. You're fearless. And I don't know why but with you I'd dance, in the storm in my best dress. You're fearless.
So, baby, drive slow untill we run out of the road. In this one horse town, I want to stay right here, in this passanger seat. You put your eyes on me. In this moment now capture it, remember it.
Well you stood there with me in the doorway, my hand shake. I'm not usually this way but you pull me in and I'm a little more brave. It's the first time, it's flawless, it's really something.. It's fearless..
And you know how it gets better than this, you take my hand and drag me head first. You're fearless. And I don't know why but with you I'd dance, in the storm in my best dress.
You're fearless.
And you know how it gets better than this, you take my hand and drag me head first. You're fearless. And I don't know why but with you I'd dance, in the storm in my best dress. You're fearless.
So, baby, drive slow untill we run out of the road. In this one horse town, I want to stay right here, in this passanger seat. You put your eyes on me. In this moment now capture it, remember it.
Well you stood there with me in the doorway, my hand shake. I'm not usually this way but you pull me in and I'm a little more brave. It's the first time, it's flawless, it's really something.. It's fearless..
And you know how it gets better than this, you take my hand and drag me head first. You're fearless. And I don't know why but with you I'd dance, in the storm in my best dress.
You're fearless.
Selasa, 11 Maret 2014
Sparks Fly
To : Sunday (01-06-02)
I'm gonna have to scream out loud, "Drop everything now. I DON'T CARE! I love you."
The way you move is like a full on rainstorm, and I'm a house of cards. You're the kind of reckless that should send me running, but I kinda know that I won't get far. And you stood there in front of me just close enough to touch. Close enough to hope you couldn't see what I was thinking of.
Drop everything now, meet me in the pouring rain. Laugh with me in the sidewalk, take away the pain. Because I see sparks fly whenever you smile. Get me with those black eyes, baby, as the lights goes down. Give me something that will haunt me whenever you're not around. Because I see sparks fly whenever you smile.
My mind forgets to remind me, that you're a bad idea. You touch me once and it's really something. You find I'm better than you, imagined I would be. I'm on my guard for the rest of the world, but with you.. No, it's no good. And I could wait patiently.. But I really wish you would drop everything now, meet me in the pouring rain. Laugh with me in the sidewalk, take away the pain. Because I see sparks fly whenever you smile.
I run my fingers through your hair and watch the lights go wild. Just keep on keeping your eyes on me, its just wrong enough to make it feel right. And lead me up the staircase, won't you whisper soft and slow..? Captivated by you, baby, like a firework show.
Drop everything now, meet me in the pouring rain. Laugh with me in the sidewalk, take away the pain. Because I see sparks fly whenever you smile. Get me with those black eyes, baby, as the lights goes down. Give me something that will haunt me whenever you're not around. Because I see sparks fly whenever you smile.
Because I see sparks fly whenever you smile,
Me
I'm gonna have to scream out loud, "Drop everything now. I DON'T CARE! I love you."
The way you move is like a full on rainstorm, and I'm a house of cards. You're the kind of reckless that should send me running, but I kinda know that I won't get far. And you stood there in front of me just close enough to touch. Close enough to hope you couldn't see what I was thinking of.
Drop everything now, meet me in the pouring rain. Laugh with me in the sidewalk, take away the pain. Because I see sparks fly whenever you smile. Get me with those black eyes, baby, as the lights goes down. Give me something that will haunt me whenever you're not around. Because I see sparks fly whenever you smile.
My mind forgets to remind me, that you're a bad idea. You touch me once and it's really something. You find I'm better than you, imagined I would be. I'm on my guard for the rest of the world, but with you.. No, it's no good. And I could wait patiently.. But I really wish you would drop everything now, meet me in the pouring rain. Laugh with me in the sidewalk, take away the pain. Because I see sparks fly whenever you smile.
I run my fingers through your hair and watch the lights go wild. Just keep on keeping your eyes on me, its just wrong enough to make it feel right. And lead me up the staircase, won't you whisper soft and slow..? Captivated by you, baby, like a firework show.
Drop everything now, meet me in the pouring rain. Laugh with me in the sidewalk, take away the pain. Because I see sparks fly whenever you smile. Get me with those black eyes, baby, as the lights goes down. Give me something that will haunt me whenever you're not around. Because I see sparks fly whenever you smile.
Because I see sparks fly whenever you smile,
Me
All Too Well
A tribute to me and 212521, 1 May 2013 - 11 March 2014
I walk through the door with you. The air was cold, but something about it felt like home somehow and I left my letter there at your locker in our old class and you still got it in your drawer, even now. Oh your sweet disposition, and my wide-eyed gaze. We're singing in the bus, getting lost upstate. The rain falling down like pieces into place, and I can picture it after all this days. And I know it's long gone, and that magic's not here anymore. And I might be okay but I'm not fine at all.
There we are again, on that hallway between class 5A and 5B, you almost ran the red because you're looking over me. Wind in my hair, I was there, I remember it all too well.
Photo album on the counter, your cheeks was turning red. You used to be a little kid with glasses in twin sized bed. And your mother's telling stories about you in the tee ball team.. You tell me about your past, thinking your future was me. And I know it's long gone and there was nothing else I could do. And I forget about you long enough to forget why I needed to.
And there we are again, in the middle of the night. We'll keep bbm all night long if my mother wasn't there to bother us. Down the stairs, I was there, I remember it all too well. Maybe we got lost in the trainslation, maybe I asked for too much or maybe this thing was a masterpiece, to you tore it all out. Running scared, I was there I remember it all too well.
And you call me up again just to break me like a promise. So casually cruell in the name of being honest. I'm a crumpled up piece of paper lying here, because I remember it all too well. Time won't fly, its like I'm paralyzed by it. I'd like to be my old self again, but I'm still trying to find it. After all those letters and nights when you made me your own, now you mail back my things and I walk home alone.
But you keep my old letters from that 1st day of May, because it reminds you of innocence, and it smells like me.You can't get rid of it, because you remember it all too well.
Because there we are again, when I loved you so. Back before you lost the one real thing you've ever know. It was rare, I was there I remember it all too well.
I'll never forget what you gave, did and say to me. I hope you still want to wear that dagadu shirt and that Jersey with 8 on it. I've already got Sunday, he's fine for me. He'll never treat me like you did. Someday, you'll regret you let me slip from your arms. You'll regret to let go this girl, the one real thing you've ever know. You'll remember our memories, and then asking to yourself why did you let me go.
Thank you for the beautiful memories :)
Your 'big sister',
Kakak
I walk through the door with you. The air was cold, but something about it felt like home somehow and I left my letter there at your locker in our old class and you still got it in your drawer, even now. Oh your sweet disposition, and my wide-eyed gaze. We're singing in the bus, getting lost upstate. The rain falling down like pieces into place, and I can picture it after all this days. And I know it's long gone, and that magic's not here anymore. And I might be okay but I'm not fine at all.
There we are again, on that hallway between class 5A and 5B, you almost ran the red because you're looking over me. Wind in my hair, I was there, I remember it all too well.
Photo album on the counter, your cheeks was turning red. You used to be a little kid with glasses in twin sized bed. And your mother's telling stories about you in the tee ball team.. You tell me about your past, thinking your future was me. And I know it's long gone and there was nothing else I could do. And I forget about you long enough to forget why I needed to.
And there we are again, in the middle of the night. We'll keep bbm all night long if my mother wasn't there to bother us. Down the stairs, I was there, I remember it all too well. Maybe we got lost in the trainslation, maybe I asked for too much or maybe this thing was a masterpiece, to you tore it all out. Running scared, I was there I remember it all too well.
And you call me up again just to break me like a promise. So casually cruell in the name of being honest. I'm a crumpled up piece of paper lying here, because I remember it all too well. Time won't fly, its like I'm paralyzed by it. I'd like to be my old self again, but I'm still trying to find it. After all those letters and nights when you made me your own, now you mail back my things and I walk home alone.
But you keep my old letters from that 1st day of May, because it reminds you of innocence, and it smells like me.You can't get rid of it, because you remember it all too well.
Because there we are again, when I loved you so. Back before you lost the one real thing you've ever know. It was rare, I was there I remember it all too well.
I'll never forget what you gave, did and say to me. I hope you still want to wear that dagadu shirt and that Jersey with 8 on it. I've already got Sunday, he's fine for me. He'll never treat me like you did. Someday, you'll regret you let me slip from your arms. You'll regret to let go this girl, the one real thing you've ever know. You'll remember our memories, and then asking to yourself why did you let me go.
Thank you for the beautiful memories :)
Your 'big sister',
Kakak
Sabtu, 08 Maret 2014
Dear Rayz
Long were the nights when my days once revolved around you. Counting my foot steps, praying the floor won't fall through again. And my mother accused me of losing my mind but I swore, I was fine.. You paint me a blue sky, then go back and turn it to grey. And I lived in your chess game, but you changed the rules everyday. I'm wondering which version of you I might get on the phone. Tonight, well, I stopped picking up and this letter is to let you know why.
Dear Rayz, I see it all now that you're gone. Don't you think I was too young to be messed with? The girl in the dress cried the whole way home.. I should've known..
Well, maybe it's me and my blind optimism to blame. Or maybe it's you and your sick need, to give love then take it away. And you'll add my name to your long list of traitors, that don't understand. And I'll look back and regret, how I ignored when they said,
"Run as fast as you can."
Dear Rayz, I see it all now it was wrong. Don't you think eleven is too young to be played by your dark twisted game, when I loved you so..? I should've known..
You're an expert at sorry, and keeping lines blurry. Never impressed by me acing your tests. All the girls you've run dry, have tired, life-less eyes, because you burned them out. But I took your matches, before fire could catch me, so don't look now. I'm shining like fireworks over your sad, empty town.
Dear Rayz, I see it all now that you're gone. Don't you think I was too young to be messed with? The girl in the dress cried the whole way home..
I see it all now that you're gone. Don't you think I was too young to be messed with? The girl in the dress wrote you a letter. You should've known, you should've known...
You should've known,
Me
Senin, 03 Maret 2014
THE RED TOUR, Coming To Indonesia
You will not believe it.
But Tay's going to Jakarta.
YEAHH!!!!!! I've been waiting this for my whole life! It will be at 4th of June (2 days after his birthday by the way :D), and the ticket's on sale this month. I'm too happy, tears is streaming down my face right now. I actually already know this for a while but I pretend I don't know it until the comercial statred to showing on television. It's presented by Cornetto. Know that ice cream? And I know why Cornetto's the one who sponsored her. Taylor LOVES ice cream. And Tay giving away bunches of presents if you trade codes from a limited edition Taylor Swift Cornetto. Isn't it a miracle?
I would love to see her live. I'm a person who can't sleep at night without a music and I listen to her, everynight. Nonstop. So if you're calling a true swiftie. You're calling ME.
I hope you have a nice day :) May the odds be ever in your favor,
Me
But Tay's going to Jakarta.
YEAHH!!!!!! I've been waiting this for my whole life! It will be at 4th of June (2 days after his birthday by the way :D), and the ticket's on sale this month. I'm too happy, tears is streaming down my face right now. I actually already know this for a while but I pretend I don't know it until the comercial statred to showing on television. It's presented by Cornetto. Know that ice cream? And I know why Cornetto's the one who sponsored her. Taylor LOVES ice cream. And Tay giving away bunches of presents if you trade codes from a limited edition Taylor Swift Cornetto. Isn't it a miracle?
I hope you have a nice day :) May the odds be ever in your favor,
Me
Sabtu, 01 Maret 2014
The Observation
My future Junior High School is SMPIT Buahati. And today, i have to spend my morning to go to that school to take the observation and test instead of hibernating in my bed. The test and the observation and also the interview is not that bad, it was fun. But what's ANNOYING is this girl. She started conversation with me and NEVER EVER let me talk. Not even once. She talks about herself, her family and her boyfriends, exes and her future husband. Yes. A future husband. Her dad already find her a future husband, and she's 11. She says many boys are chasing her but I'm looking at her body that looked like she's 9 months pregnant and I was llike this in my heart "What the..?! Okay. you're not my type of friend. Shu. Stay away." She said she have 100 RIBU rupiah for daily money. And she said she already been to Japan so many times and when I say my mom can speak Japanese and that she've been to japan for college, she ask my mom A MANY question. Like what's her BB pin, her what's app, phone number, what language again she can speak (because she heard me talking with mom with english.), and many more. It seems like she's jealos. If I have to start my freshman year in Junior High School with that girl as my BEST FRIEND, that'll be a totall nightmare. My dad says if she try to be as close as possible to me, just ignore her. Because I play with everyone but I only choose the really good one as a best friend. I would love to ignore her, but if she started gossip about me, my bad days in Elementary School will repeated again for the next 3 years.
But it was fun.
Then I begged my mom to buy books because I really need to read Catching Fire and Mockingjay and she finallly let me buy the books :D Yeay! She even let me buy (read : rob) clothes and dresses. I got two vintage dresses from this darling called Belle Ivy. I could buy the whole store and make it be my closet. It was just so.. Me. I even have vanilla latte. So a half-bad-half-good morning creates a really perfect rest of the day. But cut the walking really far and long in the damn mall part if you're talking perfect.
Well, that's my absurd weekend. What's yours?
Me
But it was fun.
Then I begged my mom to buy books because I really need to read Catching Fire and Mockingjay and she finallly let me buy the books :D Yeay! She even let me buy (read : rob) clothes and dresses. I got two vintage dresses from this darling called Belle Ivy. I could buy the whole store and make it be my closet. It was just so.. Me. I even have vanilla latte. So a half-bad-half-good morning creates a really perfect rest of the day. But cut the walking really far and long in the damn mall part if you're talking perfect.
Well, that's my absurd weekend. What's yours?
Me
Kamis, 27 Februari 2014
The Hunger Games
A lot things happened.
TO was over and I'm not passing out, I almost did but I didn't. My grade on BI got lower than before, so does science but Math stays. Doesn't its suck?! To study your butts off and then got bad grades?! For me it is. Then I sang "All I want for christmas is... Yoouuuuuuuuuuuuuhhh!!!!" in the third floor isle. Even though I don't celebrate christmas, I sing it. It was meant for him, then my friends started to follow what I'm doing and we scream that song over and over again. Together. Then he heard me singing and he followed me on a funny tone. He did it too when I said "What the hell...?!" to Zahra. And this week he bit his lips when he looks at me. I was startled and covering my face with a paper. Yes, tell me how pathetic I am. I'll take that. And I finished reading The Hunger Games and I totally addicted to them. I read it again and again and never get bored of it. I also watched the movie and seriously. Collins is GENIUS.
But girl friends in school only read the Mockingjay book and act like they totally understand the story. They're mad when Peeta told Capitol and whole 12 districts that Katniss is pregnant and they think Peeta's trying to make fun of katniss. And I was like "What the heck.." If you don't know the story, please, don't get yourself a person to laugh at. Peeta's trying to make the game stop, for god sake. Because all rebelling that happened after the 74th hunger games and Snow threat Katniss because she causes all that prob.
If I live in Panem (thank god I don't.), this year I have to sign my name at least one because I'm turning 12 this year and 12 is where you start signing in your name. I might have to add one more name if I live in district 12 to get a tessera.
Oh well, that's a piece of my days. What about yours?
May the odds be ever in your favor
Me
TO was over and I'm not passing out, I almost did but I didn't. My grade on BI got lower than before, so does science but Math stays. Doesn't its suck?! To study your butts off and then got bad grades?! For me it is. Then I sang "All I want for christmas is... Yoouuuuuuuuuuuuuhhh!!!!" in the third floor isle. Even though I don't celebrate christmas, I sing it. It was meant for him, then my friends started to follow what I'm doing and we scream that song over and over again. Together. Then he heard me singing and he followed me on a funny tone. He did it too when I said "What the hell...?!" to Zahra. And this week he bit his lips when he looks at me. I was startled and covering my face with a paper. Yes, tell me how pathetic I am. I'll take that. And I finished reading The Hunger Games and I totally addicted to them. I read it again and again and never get bored of it. I also watched the movie and seriously. Collins is GENIUS.
But girl friends in school only read the Mockingjay book and act like they totally understand the story. They're mad when Peeta told Capitol and whole 12 districts that Katniss is pregnant and they think Peeta's trying to make fun of katniss. And I was like "What the heck.." If you don't know the story, please, don't get yourself a person to laugh at. Peeta's trying to make the game stop, for god sake. Because all rebelling that happened after the 74th hunger games and Snow threat Katniss because she causes all that prob.
If I live in Panem (thank god I don't.), this year I have to sign my name at least one because I'm turning 12 this year and 12 is where you start signing in your name. I might have to add one more name if I live in district 12 to get a tessera.
Oh well, that's a piece of my days. What about yours?
May the odds be ever in your favor
Me
Minggu, 23 Februari 2014
Creepy Mabit
Yesterday, the teacher push us, students who get under 7 in math, to do Mabit. So, we sleep in school. Well not exactly in OUR school. But the girls is in the Play Group and the boys are in the Kinder Garden. We studied. Math. From 8 in the NIGHT until 10. And I tell you what. The place is as creepy as hell. The kitchen makes some creepy knocking voice and we all scream every time the damn kitchen make the voice. And then, there's these little pieces of paper in the ceilings. They're hang with a string and they all represent the pictures of fruits and vegetables and alphabets. But, those harmless paper creep us out, too. They make scary shadows in the walls and everytime the lamp makes them shiny, it was like a ghost is coming. Then, when we all make it to this matery, someone opens the door and I don't even hear the sound because everyone is screaming so loud. I don't know anything and I was like "WHAT?! What?!! What's wrong??!!" I was the only one who screams like that. And it turns out one of the teacher who opens the door. God. I think it really was a ghost.
I don't know what happened with boys but I think they all fine without noises and other creepy things.
Other than that, we all have another Try Out. I don't even have fully recover yet from the first one. Bet you, other 6 grader out there, feel the same too. Did you?
And after those things, I pass out until 2 in the noon in my bed. And now I have to study again. Oh well..
May the odds be ever in your favor,
Me
Selasa, 18 Februari 2014
Head Hitting and Hipnotyzed
You guys, tau berapa kali aku kejeduk pintu kelas minggu ini? So far aku udah 2 kali. Satu nabrak bagian samping (with an EPIC run and EPIC 'dug!' sound), dan satu nabrak bagian depan. Semua HAMPIR gara gara that little punk Daffa. Aku bilang hampir, bukan semuanya kesalahan dia. Yang nabrak bagian samping, waktu itu boys sama girls lagi teriak teriakan, we were shouting at the top of our lungs. Like the very top. Dan Zahra with Daffa mmencetak rekor dengan teriak teriakan keras dan lama. That's why aku bilang "Suami istri lagi berantem" but I regret a second after those damn words came out from my mouth. Zahra chase me while my lunchbox is still on my hand, dan pas aku mau buka pintu... Aku terserimpet rok and BOOM! Kepalaku pusing seketika dan pahaku terjepit antara luncbox dengan pintu. It. Was. Freaking. Hurt.
Dan yang kedua, aku baru mau masuk pintu kelas saat Daffa tiba tiba menutup pintu dengan KERAS. So BOOM! again. Pelipisku is already killing me. i don't need my forehead hurting me too. It was as hurting as hell. I couldn't feel my head and all I do is spinning around like an idiot. Now, I'm typing this dengan kepala masih pusing. Satu pelajaran : Look before you leap.
Dan, Bunda still memaksaku untuk Akupuntur agar aku bisa tidur cepet dan DOYAN MAKAN. 2 hal. AKu fine dengan tidur malam karena itu banyak gunanya dan aku bisa have fun like a whole night. Dan doyan makan. Doesn't everybody know aku ngerampok lemari makanan sama kulkas saking aku lapernya 2 hari belakangan ini?! Dan beratku naik 5 kilo. Akibat kebanyakan makan. Jadi kurang doyan makan apa lagi aku ini? Yah, tapi akhirnya aku ga bisa bantah and the next thing I know is.. Dokternya hipnotis aku. Ya. Hipnotis. Pertama aku disuruh ngikutin kunci yang dia goyang goyangin di depan mataku, terus dia ngitung 1 23 dan nyuruh aku tiduran. Dia ngomong, ngomong dan ngomong (I think the talking suppose to be the hypnotizing part). Dan katanya : "Kamu akan ngantuk nanti jam 9. Kamu akan ngantuk ngantuk dan ngantuk lalu akhirnya tertidur. Lalu saat kamu melihat makanan, kamu akan makan." And I was like. "Oh my god.. Seriously you're letting this happenning to me?" Itu hal paling magical dan mengherankan dan aneh yang terjadi padaku 11 tahun terakhir ini.
That was my day. Hit my head against the door twice, and being hypnotized. How was your day?
I hope yours is better :)
Me
Dan yang kedua, aku baru mau masuk pintu kelas saat Daffa tiba tiba menutup pintu dengan KERAS. So BOOM! again. Pelipisku is already killing me. i don't need my forehead hurting me too. It was as hurting as hell. I couldn't feel my head and all I do is spinning around like an idiot. Now, I'm typing this dengan kepala masih pusing. Satu pelajaran : Look before you leap.
Dan, Bunda still memaksaku untuk Akupuntur agar aku bisa tidur cepet dan DOYAN MAKAN. 2 hal. AKu fine dengan tidur malam karena itu banyak gunanya dan aku bisa have fun like a whole night. Dan doyan makan. Doesn't everybody know aku ngerampok lemari makanan sama kulkas saking aku lapernya 2 hari belakangan ini?! Dan beratku naik 5 kilo. Akibat kebanyakan makan. Jadi kurang doyan makan apa lagi aku ini? Yah, tapi akhirnya aku ga bisa bantah and the next thing I know is.. Dokternya hipnotis aku. Ya. Hipnotis. Pertama aku disuruh ngikutin kunci yang dia goyang goyangin di depan mataku, terus dia ngitung 1 23 dan nyuruh aku tiduran. Dia ngomong, ngomong dan ngomong (I think the talking suppose to be the hypnotizing part). Dan katanya : "Kamu akan ngantuk nanti jam 9. Kamu akan ngantuk ngantuk dan ngantuk lalu akhirnya tertidur. Lalu saat kamu melihat makanan, kamu akan makan." And I was like. "Oh my god.. Seriously you're letting this happenning to me?" Itu hal paling magical dan mengherankan dan aneh yang terjadi padaku 11 tahun terakhir ini.
That was my day. Hit my head against the door twice, and being hypnotized. How was your day?
I hope yours is better :)
Me
Sabtu, 15 Februari 2014
Final
We lost.
Entah kenapa boys hari ini mainnya loyo. Beberapa bahkan kepeleset karena emang lapangan penabur licin karena air hujan. 4 boys naik mobilku dan aku bahkan pulang bersama 2 boys dengan mobil seorang boys pula. Jadi sebenarnya hidupku ini full of boys. Tapi emang lebih enak main sama mereka sih.. Ga pake perasaan soalnya. Feel the same way?
3 girls, 2 miss, 1 mister, 4 orangtua murid, 1 spanduk gede yang bahkan ga dibuka sama sekali. That's it. Tapi kita jerit jerit di pinggir lapangan to cheer sampai yang disekeliling ngeliatin kita seakan berniat mau nelpon RSJ saat itu juga. 5-0.. 4-0... pokonya kita 0. Kebobol 4 atau 5. What a game.
I'll hibernate after this.
"We come from school you'll never see on screen. Not very pretty but we sure know how to run team. Studying in ruins of a palace within my dreams, and you know.. We're on each others team."
Me
Jumat, 14 Februari 2014
We Won!
Hari ini, boys kelas 6, baik a maupun b, wakilin sekolah lomba futsal di penabur. And guess what. Guess! We won!
Yeay!
First round, MAIS lawan... Kalau ga salah Agus Salim.. Whatever it is. Dan menangin skor 7-2. Terus, lawan SD Flora menang 5-0. Kalau ga salah.. We, the girls, scream at the top of our lungs to cheer them. The last time I cheer for boys is like 2 months ago and my throat doesn't ready to do that. Tapi, apa yang epic banget adalah... Modern Dance nya.
Terdiri dari 5 (ish) perempuan kira - kira SMP yang serius.. dandanannya menorrrr banget. Aku gatel pengen benerin blushing mereka yang terlalu berlebihan. Dan baju mereka super tight dan super pendek. Legging ngetat banget hitam putih, wedges hip hop ish, tank top dan untuk menutupi tank top mereka pake cropped shirt yang agian lengannya BOLONG. Begitu mereka muncul, kami para girls menjerit - jerit menyuruh boys untuk tutup mata. Kita udah lupa etika disana. Dan untuk event anak kecil itu, gerakan tari mereka terlalu vulgar dan bahkan kami semua bisa melihat underwear mereka. Bisa dibayangkan? Jangan. Boys kita nutupin muka pake tangan, ngelempar diri ke temen lainnya, dan menutupi muka dengan jersey mereka. Dan, ga cuma mereka. Karena semua anak yang ada dilapangan waktu itu hampir melakukan hal yang sama. Pak Reren merekam mereka dengan absurdnya.
Dan perjalanan ke sana, membutuhkan waktu yang lama dari sekolah dan kami para girls menaiki mobil zidan yang memang mini ukurannya untuk kami yang besar besar. Aku, ishmah, nida dan zahra tergencet - gencet dibelakang dan aku ga bisa merasakan pinggang dan yang ada dibawah pinggang saat sampai.
And... He wears 8. Again. And I love it. I love how he look and how he play. And the boys did very sweet job. And they gonna do the final tomorrow so,, wish them a luck :)
I guess that's all.
Me
Yeay!
First round, MAIS lawan... Kalau ga salah Agus Salim.. Whatever it is. Dan menangin skor 7-2. Terus, lawan SD Flora menang 5-0. Kalau ga salah.. We, the girls, scream at the top of our lungs to cheer them. The last time I cheer for boys is like 2 months ago and my throat doesn't ready to do that. Tapi, apa yang epic banget adalah... Modern Dance nya.
Terdiri dari 5 (ish) perempuan kira - kira SMP yang serius.. dandanannya menorrrr banget. Aku gatel pengen benerin blushing mereka yang terlalu berlebihan. Dan baju mereka super tight dan super pendek. Legging ngetat banget hitam putih, wedges hip hop ish, tank top dan untuk menutupi tank top mereka pake cropped shirt yang agian lengannya BOLONG. Begitu mereka muncul, kami para girls menjerit - jerit menyuruh boys untuk tutup mata. Kita udah lupa etika disana. Dan untuk event anak kecil itu, gerakan tari mereka terlalu vulgar dan bahkan kami semua bisa melihat underwear mereka. Bisa dibayangkan? Jangan. Boys kita nutupin muka pake tangan, ngelempar diri ke temen lainnya, dan menutupi muka dengan jersey mereka. Dan, ga cuma mereka. Karena semua anak yang ada dilapangan waktu itu hampir melakukan hal yang sama. Pak Reren merekam mereka dengan absurdnya.
Dan perjalanan ke sana, membutuhkan waktu yang lama dari sekolah dan kami para girls menaiki mobil zidan yang memang mini ukurannya untuk kami yang besar besar. Aku, ishmah, nida dan zahra tergencet - gencet dibelakang dan aku ga bisa merasakan pinggang dan yang ada dibawah pinggang saat sampai.
And... He wears 8. Again. And I love it. I love how he look and how he play. And the boys did very sweet job. And they gonna do the final tomorrow so,, wish them a luck :)
I guess that's all.
Me
Kamis, 13 Februari 2014
Clarity
High dive into frozen waves where the pasts comes back to life. Fight fear for the selfish pain, it was worth it everytime. Hold still right before we crash because we both know how this ends. Our clock ticks untill it breaks your glass and I drown in you again.
'Cause you are the piece of me, I wish I didn't need chasing relentlessly. Still fight and I don't know why.
If our love is tragedy why are you my remedy? If our love is insanity why are you my clarity?
Walk on through a red parade and refuse to make amends. It cuts deep thorugh our ground and makes us forget all common sense. Don't speak as I try to leave 'cause we both know what will chose. If you pull then I'll push too deep and I fall right back to you.
'Cause you are the piece of me, I wish I didn't need chasing relentlessly. Still fight and I don't know why.
If our love is tragedy why are you my remedy? If our love is insanity why are you my clarity?
Why are you my clarity..
Me
.
'Cause you are the piece of me, I wish I didn't need chasing relentlessly. Still fight and I don't know why.
If our love is tragedy why are you my remedy? If our love is insanity why are you my clarity?
Walk on through a red parade and refuse to make amends. It cuts deep thorugh our ground and makes us forget all common sense. Don't speak as I try to leave 'cause we both know what will chose. If you pull then I'll push too deep and I fall right back to you.
'Cause you are the piece of me, I wish I didn't need chasing relentlessly. Still fight and I don't know why.
If our love is tragedy why are you my remedy? If our love is insanity why are you my clarity?
Why are you my clarity..
Me
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Selasa, 11 Februari 2014
Karma Chameleon
Okay, after Bette Davis I wanna show you about *drum roll*....... KARMA CHAMELEON!!! Yeay, you guys know this song? Know who sings this? If you don't, I'll be happy to talk about it. I think this was on air on 1980s. Boy George sings this, at first I thought It was a girl who sings it because his voice is so girlish. An he looks like one too. Anyhoo, this tune is really catchy and a big hit on it's age. My mom know this when she was young and any other up to 30 year old peoples. And, this is the song.
I first know this song from Dee's book, Perahu Kertas, in early 2013. Kugy loves this song and so does Keenan. I never doubt Dee's music taste, because this song is sooo good.
Karma karma karma chameleon... You come and go.. You come and go..
Me
Karma karma karma chameleon... You come and go.. You come and go..
Me
Senin, 10 Februari 2014
Bette Davis Eyes
I have one 80s song for you. I have know this song for a million years, but I just haven't tell you about this yeat. This song comes from LA, 21 years before I was born and I love this song. It's called Bette Davis Eyes.
That's the lyrics and I haven't watch the MV that Kim Carnes made because I'm not sure it's save enough for me to watch it. Taylor Swift sang this song on her Speak Now World Tour Concert, I first watch it in early 2012 and I heard the cover she made. I love how she sings Kim's song, her sweet voice did really different from Kim's heavy voice, but both of them is perf. Here's a vid of her singing it. Sorry of all the buzz, we all love Taylor.
Now I know it's a huge buzz and I do could barely heard her from all the noise, sorry about that. I listen to this in her CD so the sound quality is way better than this. And Bette Davis is really exist, she's a big actress, just for your information. And next time, I'll show you Karma Chameleon by Culture Club. Now, I'm gona go blew my head off with math :)
Her hair is harlowe glow, her lips is a sweet surprise. Her hands are never cold, she got Bette Davis eyes..
Me
Sabtu, 08 Februari 2014
Saturdayyyhhhh......
My saturday's bad. Fine. Beetween it.
I admitt it.
Even when I just watch Comic 8 (8!!!!!) with my best friends, and even after I just laugh so hard... But honestly, don't watch comic 8 if you're under like.. 15 or something. I don't know this when I watch the movie, but there's so much adult contents in it. Like adult jokes, mature clothing.. etc. Zahra even cry because of disgust. Well, she's not the only one because I throw up in my mouth a bit after I saw the actress. And I pee a little. But then we buy gummy bears and It make my cough even worst. And we go to the book store and I finally have a real Hunger Games book. Yeay! When I suppose to study, I have a girls day out. Fun.
And I have to woke up at 8 this morning. Since ANOTHER TO is out and the language teacher gives us another studying in SATURDAY. Even though I still miss my bed, I have to go or my grades will go far far far far faaarrr away from at least 8 (and since I want to meet him too :D). And I was surprised when he said "I can't text you today, sorry. I want to study" and I was like "Damn *whisper*, okay." but after that I was like "WHAT THE WHAT?! you want to study in this paradise-y saturday? You really seriously mean IT?! You're absurdly amazing.."
And then I left my SPM book, my shoes (I wear boots for mall and flats for school first), my legging, my pencil case and my candies in Zahra's car. So, boom, there goes my study supply. I'm gonna run my butts off to her house or else I could get 6 on my BI. And dang it, I think I leave fildzah's SPMbook in that stupid bag too.. God, don't let her kill me., at least let me alive until wednesday.
And now, in this almost midnight, I'm sitting alone in front of my computer (still happy because Coutrney reply me on her latest vid and I'm the 11th viewer! It was post 8 minutes before I found it.), so freaking cold, wearing a USA flag motive shorts and jacket, with hoodie covering my head because I don't want to freeze out. I'm sitting right under the Air Conditioner. Courtney answers my question, I'm gonna show you the full replies so that might help you. I use my father's youtube account.
Since I don't have any Heat Protectant and Silk Serum.. I think I'm gonna leave my straightener and hair dryer on the drawer until I have one. And now the only question is.. Where can I get Heat Protectant and Silk serum? And oh yeah. I have a bangsssss!! Wooohooo. Okay that's overreact. I cut it myself and it's side swept bangs :D Just for your information, you don't want to know, fine, I'm fine. Or just go ahead and say "Oooo" in a mean-ruthless tone. I'm sick of that trend, all 6 grader now always do that. There even a mix of it, "osh" "Oazaya" "Oo gitu ya *with a damn mean careless nod*" and etc. Hated it.
I want to chill out in my hoodie again :D And then go to bed and snore like a pig..let. Piglet. Snore like a piglet :) I'm missing someone.
Hope your saturday is nice, without have to study for TO and stressed out because there's so much work to do :)
Love,
Me
I admitt it.
Even when I just watch Comic 8 (8!!!!!) with my best friends, and even after I just laugh so hard... But honestly, don't watch comic 8 if you're under like.. 15 or something. I don't know this when I watch the movie, but there's so much adult contents in it. Like adult jokes, mature clothing.. etc. Zahra even cry because of disgust. Well, she's not the only one because I throw up in my mouth a bit after I saw the actress. And I pee a little. But then we buy gummy bears and It make my cough even worst. And we go to the book store and I finally have a real Hunger Games book. Yeay! When I suppose to study, I have a girls day out. Fun.
And I have to woke up at 8 this morning. Since ANOTHER TO is out and the language teacher gives us another studying in SATURDAY. Even though I still miss my bed, I have to go or my grades will go far far far far faaarrr away from at least 8 (and since I want to meet him too :D). And I was surprised when he said "I can't text you today, sorry. I want to study" and I was like "Damn *whisper*, okay." but after that I was like "WHAT THE WHAT?! you want to study in this paradise-y saturday? You really seriously mean IT?! You're absurdly amazing.."
And then I left my SPM book, my shoes (I wear boots for mall and flats for school first), my legging, my pencil case and my candies in Zahra's car. So, boom, there goes my study supply. I'm gonna run my butts off to her house or else I could get 6 on my BI. And dang it, I think I leave fildzah's SPMbook in that stupid bag too.. God, don't let her kill me., at least let me alive until wednesday.
And now, in this almost midnight, I'm sitting alone in front of my computer (still happy because Coutrney reply me on her latest vid and I'm the 11th viewer! It was post 8 minutes before I found it.), so freaking cold, wearing a USA flag motive shorts and jacket, with hoodie covering my head because I don't want to freeze out. I'm sitting right under the Air Conditioner. Courtney answers my question, I'm gonna show you the full replies so that might help you. I use my father's youtube account.
I want to chill out in my hoodie again :D And then go to bed and snore like a pig..let. Piglet. Snore like a piglet :) I'm missing someone.
Hope your saturday is nice, without have to study for TO and stressed out because there's so much work to do :)
Love,
Me
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